Aug 27, 2005 03:58
today, well yesterday technically, was basically a shitty day. First, i wake up and my brother skye(who's gay) tells me katie said to call tiffany if i ever needed to talk to somebody again. she said that because i called her the other night and tried to talk to her about some things...me screwing up her life....me screwing up my life...basically me screwing up everything around me. then after we got off the phone i called her back and told her i was sorry 4 everything i had ever done to her including...kissing her, going out with her, making her cheat on her boyfriend(my bestfriend at the time, now we hate each other)and then i told bye and we hung up and i called her back bcuz i felt like talking to her again. i started talking to her and i was listening to a cd she had made me..and "when you say nothing at all" came on and i started crying bcuz that song always reminds me of her and all the good times when we were together. and i started thinking about how i had blown my one chance to be with her and how i would never be able to get her back. i told her i had to go and she asked me what was wrong and i said nothing and told her i'd call her back. after i stopped crying(a/b 5 min later) i called her back. she wanted to know why i was crying and i told her that i would send her a text message bcuz my phone was goin dead and i had 2 charege it. so i got online and im'd her cell phone. after that i went to sleep. then i woke up and skye told me what katie said and i said ok. then katie called and i gave skye the phone, he answered it and told me katie wanted to talk to me. i took the phone and she said hey, i said hey. then after we talked a little while i remembered what skye told me she said and like the estupida punto i am i said "oh yea, i forgot that i was supposed to call tiffany instead of you" and she hung up on me. then tiffany called and was braggin about how she made out with josh. so after she hung up i called katie back and told her what tiffany said, she said she didn't care then she said bye and hung up. then on top of that i accidentally made paige cry but i'll write about that later. anyways, wml
Gavin