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Well today was great! I played paintball in the big storm. It kinda felt like I was in one of those war missions you see on TV in war movies it was great! On a bad note Juliet is sick and has lost her voice. My poor baby! I feel sorry for her. I am kinda nervous about Juliet starting school. I'm worried about temptations and just better people. I know I'm not the best and i know she loves me but I'm just worried she will find someone she loves better. This is where for the first time I am actually jealous. When she is with another guy laughing and giggleing, i get jealous. To be completely honest, I have no clue how I'm going to deal with her going out with her friends on weekends and stuff, all her friends are guys, and i just remember playin games with girls to ruin relationships and I'm scared that I'm going to lose the love of my life. Well anyways enough whining I'm out.