THE FINAL POST
A few entries ago, i let out a lot of steam about how i feel.
In my final post, i want to retract that anger and hurt i was feeling and replace it with understanding. I am sorry. You cant recreate the past and you should never spend time living for someone else. It was not fair of me to expect you to drop everything and forget about everything that has changed. There was ending to that relationship for a reason and i held on for as long as i could in complete vain. I selfishly ruined a perfectly good friendship. This apology is not out of guilt, but out of a realization of the errors of my ways. Last time, I didnt think you would read, but this time i truly do, so you can know how sorry i am. You do deserve happiness.
In my final post, i want to retract that anger and hurt i was feeling and replace it with understanding. I am sorry. You cant recreate the past and you should never spend time living for someone else. It was not fair of me to expect you to drop everything and forget about everything that has changed. There was ending to that relationship for a reason and i held on for as long as i could in complete vain. I selfishly ruined a perfectly good friendship. This apology is not out of guilt, but out of a realization of the errors of my ways. Last time, I didnt think you would read, but this time i truly do, so you can know how sorry i am. You do deserve happiness.