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bam_to_van December 11 2005, 19:00:12 UTC
I dont rememeber.. who was i texting in physics hum!

but this is about phil

Its so werid ..

He took me off his profile yesterday so i commented saying haha no more helen

then he sent a comment back saying
"Yeah well i got my reasons, i saw you yesterday by the way in te metro centre, u like walked past me 5 times hope u had fun
bye bye"

Then i tryed to reply to his message .. to find hes blocked me on myspace..

Then i was talkign to ceri saying "
how the shag can he blame me for something when i sisn't see him? he could have said somethign.. blah blah!"

and she said that he said he didnt say anythign because i was with a boy

but i was also with two girls

and he kicks off that im with a boy
which is so hypocritcal when he has a pure go at me when ever i bring up that kerri girl.. which i only did ones when he fuckign blocked me

so i sent him a text.. that i will show you tomorrow and then he came online

and i said "how much of a hypocryte can you be"

and he start saying "okay i know your really mad but it was just when i saw you yesterfday i remmebered how happy i was when i was with you and it made me lose it and i understand if you hate me and never want to talk to me again btu i just want to say im sorry.. i really am sorry hun :("

then he signed off

and came back on later saying this..
I had a better friend in my worst of plans than i ever had in either one of you, i never made a scene..they came to me says:
please dont hate me im really sorry
Today i learnt that as you get older you do get less perfetic... unless thats just in the case of him says:
You made the last 2 weeks utter hell for me.. ive cryed myself to sleep because of you...
I had a better friend in my worst of plans than i ever had in either one of you, i never made a scene..they came to me says:
im so sorry look if u want to hate me i understand and i toatally dont blame u, but what i did was stupid unfair and hypocritcal i just lost it, im truely sorry and thats all i can say
Today i learnt that as you get older you do get less perfetic... unless thats just in the case of him says:
hat is a strong word i cant hate you
I had a better friend in my worst of plans than i ever had in either one of you, i never made a scene..they came to me says:
yeah but u knw wat i mean
I had a better friend in my worst of plans than i ever had in either one of you, i never made a scene..they came to me says:
im sorry
I had a better friend in my worst of plans than i ever had in either one of you, i never made a scene..they came to me says:
i know im a dick
I had a better friend in my worst of plans than i ever had in either one of you, i never made a scene..they came to me says:
and i also know this is %100 my fault so just letting u know im not defending myself in anyway shape or form
I had a better friend in my worst of plans than i ever had in either one of you, i never made a scene..they came to me says:
sorry
I had a better friend in my worst of plans than i ever had in either one of you, i never made a scene..they came to me says:
hmm methinks i better leave now, i hope u can forgive me in time, but if not i understand
I had a better friend in my worst of plans than i ever had in either one of you, i never made a scene..they came to me says:
(L)

I'm so fuckign lost
about it all

i want to forgive him but i dont want it to happen again

everyones tellign me to forget abotu him and move on

but theres this part of me that wants him still..i cant wear the top he gave me anymore

its so fucking shit

i need your help

thanks that last line made me laugh
i love you xxxxx

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