Nov 08, 2004 03:28
Well i am very frustrated because i am just confused about everything in my life right now
i'm not happy with it at all:(.....ppl always say that im the most lovable person in the world like everybody loves me well if that were true then why does it seem like everybody is always out to FUCK me over
all the time?:(,..I'm not very impressed with the way things are going right at this particular moment
I am a very picky person with the way things are run in my life and when i dont like something i get rid of it and i truely would love to get rid of my problems but these ones wont go away at all:(like there are just somethings in life i just have to realize and that is no matter what i do or say i am my worst enemy and i like to blame my problems on other ppl and run away from them as if they were nothing at all .
Like it is soooooooooooo easy to dissapoint our selves and take our problems out on other ppl and when we think other ppl are FUCKING us up it is just ourselves that are completly fucked and we are the ones who need the fixing,someday i need to follow my advice and just deal with the things that come my way and to take the problems and face them head on like if i were going to fight some bitch but with more grace and presserverience.
So till next time i talk to you i should be more uppity:( Well bye for now and ttyl
Sincerly,
Renee:)