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I guess I haven't updated in this journal in forever, things have been abolsutely insane lately and I hate it.
my courses have been discontinued and I was told the other day that there was no sense of comming to school because I couldn't even write my final, um yeah? I actually went quite a bit the last while, well not really but hey. It's alright, I want to get my GED's and go into hair design, somewhere as in not on the Island... as I wanted to do at the first of the year, while where ever I am work, on getting contacts so that maybe someday I can get into entertainment management or being a big promoter off island, who knows, but that's what I want to do.
hmmm things that have happened... I saw Gab in a magazine a week or two ago. Weirdest feeling ever, people have mentioned that they were in Alternative Press, then I was flipping through a Mag that was AP yeah it didn't click (even though I was looking for that certain magazine but then saw an article on Silverstein) and I just grabbed it, looking through it BAM! Full page ad for TFD, I was like what the hell. That's GAB! There was alot of mixed feelings about it at the time. Things between us are pretty good right now, we're not "together" like we have been for the last 6 months, but we still talk and I guess we both have a thing for each other, somewhat anyways as much as we can have while going out/seeing other people. Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision, because this semester has been a total waste of time, what would've happened say if I moved up there, maybe things would be different....
Since I don't have school I want to move out, to somewhere, anywhere. I was thinking of moving to Hali then Mo didn't want me to, then Ottawa, but Mo Mo Mo yeah, I dunno I don't want to leave him but sometimes you just need to leave someone who you care for to get your life going a bit. I just have to get motivated and concentrate on what I want to do and go for it, and maybe it's goingto take a little while to do that, and maybe Mo and I won't last till then who knows, things could change. Thing is that I would really like someone who is "gusty" enough to move with me, because it seems that just about everyone I talk to is terrified of even moving into Ch'town or just too lazy to, I hate to ask them to move to Hali or Ottawa, so not happening, I'll have to go myself. (which isn't a bad thing)
The show went really well last Friday, 127 people or something, like I mean awesome, I made 50 but then the rest went to ONO, yeah that sucks but oh well, we made more than 100 but yeah, meh. It's going back to the local scene, yes? hope so....