Dreams...

[bam5887]

I keep having dreams about @*#%$&. Not only are they becoming more lucid but they are getting more and more sexual, its scaring the crap out of me. It seems like my subconscious is trying to clue me in on things that in waking moments I just dont want to admit. Did I make a mistake while dealing with my feelings towards her back then, or maybe I just find her very attractive and its not love. I cant seem to put 2 and 2 together and when I do it only makes 22. I need to start taking some doses of reality and realize that she is my past. If only it were under different circumstances then maybe...

By the way I broke up with liz...yeeeah

Mike