*sigh*

[bam2the_xtreme]

ok so tonight was incredibly fun. lauren and i drove over to subway to pick josh up from work. then we went to in n out for food for josh. after that we went to taco bell for food for lauren. then we drove up to kims house... or at least the general area. then we went to vertigo hill which is on the way back from kims house. we rolled down the hills and all the way to the stop sign (which was about 1/4 of a mile). then we drove josh home (he proceeded to put his arm on my head like an armrest. it didnt work there so he put it on my shoulder... still didnt work. i almost hugged him then but it would have ruined the fun moment). so lauren and i drove to the top of the hill by josh's house and just let up on the gas and rolled down. we rolled all the way down to the library (if you know where josh lives you know thats a feat in itself). we succeeded in rolling through 3 stop signs safely. then we went to a housing development by mavericks and rolled around a block 3 times with a car sitting in the middle of the street. haha we rolled by that damn car 3 times. then we went back to the place where we rolled to the library and rolled up a hill in the other direction. and we would have made it up it in about 15 mins if it werent for the car that pulled up behind us part of the way up the hill. damn bastard made it so we actually had to drive. and we thought it was a cop that was going to follow us but they turned and we went straight because by that time i had called john to see where he was and he was at in n out so we went there and met some guy and 2 girls. they bumped country in the parking lot... oh fun. a cop rolled up and it got boring so we rolled (literally) out of there. we came to my neighborhood and rolled up my street. we tried rolling up the hill by my house but it didnt quite work... we were going too slow when we got there. so i put it in neutral and we started rolling very quickly backwards. then i turned and looked in the alley we were stopped next to and saw 3 people i know sitting in the bed of a truck. they had been watching us. so we decided to throw it in drive and roll up the hill again... then we threw it in neutral and rolled back down... and then we threw it in drive and rolled it, gassed it for a sec to get higher and then we rolled to the other alley. we went down it and rolled to another place to see the people i knew. rolled by them twice more to really creep them out and then we rolled to my house after almost not making it up a hill. oh and i was side seat driving from right after we slightly gassed it up the hill until we finally rolled up to my house. good god that was the most fun i've had going .01 miles an hour in car... ever. and i doubt that'll ever be fun again haha... anyway, that topped off a pretty shitty day and prepared me for another shitty day tomorrow. except for tomorrow i'm gonna be going to a movie with ♥josh♥ and lauren and a bunch of people. and if i can find out what the heck is going on with the shining at the mann in westlake, then maybe i can see that too. that would rock my socks so much. josh text messaged me "good night sweet dreams and i'll call you as soon as i get off tomorrow" how cute... i wonder if he texts anyone else and says sweet dreams? *sigh* i could see myself settling into a long relationship with him. but i like the stage where we're at. we joke around a lot about liking each other and stuff and we make fun of each other. and we still talk about people we used to like or kinda barely like still. but i think we may actually (albeit slowly) take this further. and i want to settle. i am sick of being the crazy girl that i am. there is only one person i would hook up with right now and i know its not gonna happen, so i really want to settle. i want a long term thing again. its so rewarding. and josh seems like the perfect candidate. hopefully he thinks the same of me. god i can wish cant i?

alright i have to be up in 5.5 hours so i think its bedtime... :-D... good night and sweet dreams to all.

"do robots dream of electric sheep?" - josh schwartz