..can you appreciate the winds?
the past few weeks have been very high... but at the same time very low.
i've been smoking or drinking every night for the past month.
i dont know why, sometimes im just chillin and i feel like smoking a blunt and chillin, but other times its just cuz im fucked up and im too angry and sad to be in my own reality.
countless fights with dena, countless arguments with friends, too much bullshit. from what i understand francis, who has been a good friend of mine for a while, has been fucking me left and right.. still trying to figure out what to do about this.
danny and anna broke up, for good this time, anna seemingly HATES me now. i dont know exactly why..
my uncle died, i broke my finger.....
whatever.
shit has also been very good
the bad definitely outweighs the good though... i need to get my thoughts straight, but i really cant do it with the raging bitch in the other room screaming at me every 5 minutes.
john 15:13
"No one has greater love than this, to lay down one's own life for one's friends"
i've lived by this for years... unfortunately it often backfires.
i've been smoking or drinking every night for the past month.
i dont know why, sometimes im just chillin and i feel like smoking a blunt and chillin, but other times its just cuz im fucked up and im too angry and sad to be in my own reality.
countless fights with dena, countless arguments with friends, too much bullshit. from what i understand francis, who has been a good friend of mine for a while, has been fucking me left and right.. still trying to figure out what to do about this.
danny and anna broke up, for good this time, anna seemingly HATES me now. i dont know exactly why..
my uncle died, i broke my finger.....
whatever.
shit has also been very good
the bad definitely outweighs the good though... i need to get my thoughts straight, but i really cant do it with the raging bitch in the other room screaming at me every 5 minutes.
john 15:13
"No one has greater love than this, to lay down one's own life for one's friends"
i've lived by this for years... unfortunately it often backfires.