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man today was not the best. i went into a trance sort of thing (not really) and fell asleep in 5th period. after school my mom was way over at lows hardware when she when we were supposed to be on the way home. that pissed me off. when she finally got there, about 2:50, she was being retarted and saying slow down and watch out theres no rush!. (i was driving) she had to point out like 2 stop lights to me cause she thought i didnt see them. i really didnt, but if she knew that she would be hessitant about getting me a licinse, so i had to argue with her that it was her fault because she was argueing with me. today, was like the worst ever for my ADD. i need fucking medicine. i missed 2 stoplights (almost) because i was looking at the road. at some stoplight, i was messing with something else in the car, and the light turned green. my mom half yelled its green and the guy behind me fucking honked. i wouldve honked in that situation if i were the other guy, but i wasent in that situation, i was the person being honked at, therefore i am a hypocrate(just admiting). my mom had just pissed me off even more by saying the light was green, so at that point i was ready to jump out of the car and beat that mother fucker to the ground and ram him off of the freeway.(to elaborate, my mom is the most annoying person to drive with. she 'nit picks' at everything i do. every turn i make is too fast. every stop i make is either too short or too long) later that day i drove with my sister in the giant ass van. it was my first time driving it, so i was a n00b at it. i did the same thing with the stopping short and long, along with lollygagging about with the stereo at a stoplight, but this time, i pretty much fucked up parking, i.. umm eh totally got alot of shit wrong. yeah i know i need more practice, but it is blaintly obvious to me that im fucked up. my mom does not condone medicine. she thinks i need more sleep and a better diet. that may help, but all in all it wont. my biggest stress is my parents and school. magic pills (prescription of course) will (so ive heard) fix me. i would like to try them. tell me weather or not adderall or ridalin or whathave you works or not, and how it works/how it does