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"The magical sitar player falls from the roof and says, 'The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.' "
I miss love. Sex is wonderful, it's a fun, healthy, and as long as done safely, wonderful recreational activity. I consider myself very pro-sex. But I want to be head over heels. I want to feel that fluttering in my stomach again. I want to sit in bed at the end of a day and be unable to stop smiling because of US. I've had it before, both fleeting and enduring. But I haven't had it in several years.
It has me afraid. Am I unable to feel new love? Is it not their fault I don't fall for them, but mine? Have I become jaded and cold? I don't want to think so. I just haven't found another real MATCH again, right?
Maybe... :(
I miss love. Sex is wonderful, it's a fun, healthy, and as long as done safely, wonderful recreational activity. I consider myself very pro-sex. But I want to be head over heels. I want to feel that fluttering in my stomach again. I want to sit in bed at the end of a day and be unable to stop smiling because of US. I've had it before, both fleeting and enduring. But I haven't had it in several years.
It has me afraid. Am I unable to feel new love? Is it not their fault I don't fall for them, but mine? Have I become jaded and cold? I don't want to think so. I just haven't found another real MATCH again, right?
Maybe... :(