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Another day where I was awake all night and staying up all day so I can try to sleep tonight.
Huzzah.
That's twice this week.
I have a problem.
And I don't know how to handle it.
I appreciated my aunt's attempt to help me out with the Ambien last night, however, after she obliterated it with a pair of scissors trying to cut it in half, it did nothing for me in its dust form.
I think I ended up taking a tenth of the pill, and it was already a pretty small pill.
All I've got left is my Tylenol pm.
And I need those for when I'm suffering through one of my myriad of pains AND can't sleep.
I just can't put a finger on what's keeping me awake.
It's devastating.
And I love how Bob gets angry when I'm *trying* to sleep and he's "doing all the work around the house."
I'm sorry, Bob.
You slept last night, right?
Yeah, well, guess who didn't.
I apologize you've never experienced a sleep disorder.
I've dealt with a mild one since as long as I can remember.
And now it's fucking worse and I don't know what to do about it.
Seriously, I just want to sleep.
But it's so fucked up that my mind and body are my enemies in that endeavor.
I just got this note from a deviant I gave a DD to a while back, I'm so happy and ridiculously proud of my job on da right now XD:
From: =Hyte
Date: Feb 2, 2009, 10:36:09 AM
howdy Platinus.. i like that howdy =D
jeez.. i normaly wanted to write this note much earlier.. sorry for that, the last weeks were truly stressful..
i just wanted to thank you again!! The Fractal Seasons work u featured, were printed in a german Art Magazine! Shortly after the release i got a call from Val Corbett, he's in employment of the school administration at the Griffith College Dublin. He was here in germany and saw the fractal in the magazine. I met him in Frankfurt after 3 calls, and we had some great conversations!
One week after that, i got a 4th call.. The Griffith College would put me trough college!! He was so impressed.. dunno why.. i'm able to choose one of the many art courses there.. And why?! Caus of you!! Thanks so so much :hug:.. I will be there next year =) i will send ja a greeting card =D
God, that is so awesome!
Look what I've done! ;_;
Sooo happy...
AND SO FUCKING TIRED....
Huzzah.
That's twice this week.
I have a problem.
And I don't know how to handle it.
I appreciated my aunt's attempt to help me out with the Ambien last night, however, after she obliterated it with a pair of scissors trying to cut it in half, it did nothing for me in its dust form.
I think I ended up taking a tenth of the pill, and it was already a pretty small pill.
All I've got left is my Tylenol pm.
And I need those for when I'm suffering through one of my myriad of pains AND can't sleep.
I just can't put a finger on what's keeping me awake.
It's devastating.
And I love how Bob gets angry when I'm *trying* to sleep and he's "doing all the work around the house."
I'm sorry, Bob.
You slept last night, right?
Yeah, well, guess who didn't.
I apologize you've never experienced a sleep disorder.
I've dealt with a mild one since as long as I can remember.
And now it's fucking worse and I don't know what to do about it.
Seriously, I just want to sleep.
But it's so fucked up that my mind and body are my enemies in that endeavor.
I just got this note from a deviant I gave a DD to a while back, I'm so happy and ridiculously proud of my job on da right now XD:
From: =Hyte
Date: Feb 2, 2009, 10:36:09 AM
howdy Platinus.. i like that howdy =D
jeez.. i normaly wanted to write this note much earlier.. sorry for that, the last weeks were truly stressful..
i just wanted to thank you again!! The Fractal Seasons work u featured, were printed in a german Art Magazine! Shortly after the release i got a call from Val Corbett, he's in employment of the school administration at the Griffith College Dublin. He was here in germany and saw the fractal in the magazine. I met him in Frankfurt after 3 calls, and we had some great conversations!
One week after that, i got a 4th call.. The Griffith College would put me trough college!! He was so impressed.. dunno why.. i'm able to choose one of the many art courses there.. And why?! Caus of you!! Thanks so so much :hug:.. I will be there next year =) i will send ja a greeting card =D
God, that is so awesome!
Look what I've done! ;_;
Sooo happy...
AND SO FUCKING TIRED....