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I just sent benji a four page text...
All the while shaking and sobbing almost uncontrollably...
Absense makes the heart grow fonder, but, this is kinda ridiculous.

I am turning into such a crazy mess...
And current situations are not making it any easier to deal with.

I want someone to cry on and hold me...
All I have here is Fella...
And even though he's been a good sport about it and I love my plush buddy...
He's just not the same.

I have the house to myself for most of the day tomorrow...
I might shower.