long time
its been a while since i have updated. I am at school...not going to advisory..because its gay! whatever. Have you ever come to that point in y our life where you feel like you could do nothing worse? I am so there. I hate it. Its that feeling you have when you want so much to be independent of your parents, but at the same time are completely scared of actually leaving. What would I really do if i didn't live with my parents? its a scary thought..but a little fear is good..because i don't want to live with my parents anymore. I want to be on my own. I feel like I have lost all sight in everything I have ever wanted. I read maxey's entry about theatre. It is so true. We all do it. and I wish I didn't. THis is the year I am supposed to be serious and preparing for my life. But i'm blowing stuff off. Its like I am so fed up with all the shit of life and high school and being a teenager.. I don't really know how to explain it.
Maxey, I'm sorry I have been putting things off about your show in a way. I feel horrible. But don't worry. I am going to be the best stage manager I can possibly be for your show. You deserve it, I deserve, the people in the cast deserve it. Its something I lvoe to do and I shouldn't take it forgranted. I'm sorry.
ON the contrary, I am happy. Minus the whole being sued by that guy thing. and the fact that I have to go to court with one of my best friends which completely sucks balls. but whatever. thats life..so get over it. I just wish it affected only me and not my parents. then i really wouldn't care. but it affects them.anyways..back to happy things ... i went to kemah last night with chris. it was fun. we dressed up all pretty and ate at landry's and walked around on the boardwalk. hes so good to me. and hes not cheating on me. its a big rumor...don't listen to them. I think we have done something everyday since we have been together.. we are both broke now though so.. i think it might stop for at least a week...lol!
I don't understand pre cal at all.. i hate that class. im confused. but hey, whats new. maybe i should stop sleeping in class..lol! i think im definetly going to stay awake and pay attention today.. and go for tutoring tomorrow like a good student. yay for being a good student. I actually understand this chapter in physics so i guess thats a plus. I am going to come out with a b for the 6 weeks : ) and well pre cal..i think i've screwed that cause i don't do my homework. blah. i hate homework. Tonight..i have to work my ass off. I have so much english stuff to do. I should probably be doing that instead of typing this..but i suck so much at homework. oh well... : ) i'll fix it next 6 weeks!
good afternoon all. enjoy life. don't listen to other people when it comes to your life..its yours
Maxey, I'm sorry I have been putting things off about your show in a way. I feel horrible. But don't worry. I am going to be the best stage manager I can possibly be for your show. You deserve it, I deserve, the people in the cast deserve it. Its something I lvoe to do and I shouldn't take it forgranted. I'm sorry.
ON the contrary, I am happy. Minus the whole being sued by that guy thing. and the fact that I have to go to court with one of my best friends which completely sucks balls. but whatever. thats life..so get over it. I just wish it affected only me and not my parents. then i really wouldn't care. but it affects them.anyways..back to happy things ... i went to kemah last night with chris. it was fun. we dressed up all pretty and ate at landry's and walked around on the boardwalk. hes so good to me. and hes not cheating on me. its a big rumor...don't listen to them. I think we have done something everyday since we have been together.. we are both broke now though so.. i think it might stop for at least a week...lol!
I don't understand pre cal at all.. i hate that class. im confused. but hey, whats new. maybe i should stop sleeping in class..lol! i think im definetly going to stay awake and pay attention today.. and go for tutoring tomorrow like a good student. yay for being a good student. I actually understand this chapter in physics so i guess thats a plus. I am going to come out with a b for the 6 weeks : ) and well pre cal..i think i've screwed that cause i don't do my homework. blah. i hate homework. Tonight..i have to work my ass off. I have so much english stuff to do. I should probably be doing that instead of typing this..but i suck so much at homework. oh well... : ) i'll fix it next 6 weeks!
good afternoon all. enjoy life. don't listen to other people when it comes to your life..its yours