Jan 17, 2007 15:03
its insane how you can know people for years
see them everyday or weekend
talk to them frequently
and not know them at all.
of course with the conversation
available today
how can anybody say they realy know someone else
letting someone inside your head
letting someone enter this forest of thoughts
that you yourself are completely lost in
has become such and awkward step
but why?
wondering into someone elses forest
can be amazing sometimes
creating a brand new one with someone else
thats double maybe even triple the size
is an experience all in its own.
i guess im just tired of people thinking they know me
but i think there are only about 5 or 6 people
who are even part way there.
everyone i consider to be a friend
is a completely different person to this day
then they were when i met them
the ones i chose to ceep in touch with
have changed in an amazing way
and know one else realizes that
but if you look at then
and then you look at now
well it almost makes me shit