Aug 12, 2005 22:35
Just got back from the band party, it was fun. I wrestled Jordan and even thought he is 245 and I am 215, I pinned him 6 times and he pinned me once. It was fun, I played Halo 2 for a while till it was dark and I suck at it.
Today I was thinking, what if people were'nt worried about what others thought and just did what their conscience told them? I anxieties were cast to the wind would personalities change? If everybody was the wright weight, would they be different? If Beauty was'nt so subjective, would there be beauty at all? Yet beauty is the most subjective thing there is. What I see as beauty is what another sees as average or not at all. I dont understand why people are so misunderstood. We all live and we all die, DOES THIS NOT MAKE US EQUAL???? Must others always say NO I'M WRIGHT YOU ARE WRONG SO SCREW YOU? Why must they be so closed minded and unhumble? I do not understand what it is that makes others so much higher than others? I enjoy having my beliefs challenged, but not changed. People need to live their lives and love all others. The most certain thing is life is death, the most uncertain thing in life is a seat in heaven, next to Jesus. I love is all we truely have, then we need to use it to help and heal. There is power in a touch of love and care. There is such thing as compassion. We all need a little bit of love to help us along. Affection is the greatest uplifter of all, and caring is like a hand to help us up. Love is a great thing that we all seek and thrive for. Finding it is the hard part. What they say is true, it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all. Untill youve tried it. Bitterness is the worst thing to have, even worse than anger. Bitterness will destroy all of those around you, even the ones you love. I didnt believe it, I didnt understand how if I directed toward one person how could it affect others? It just keeps growing and it sprouts every everywhere and you cannot control it at all. Each breath is a gift from above, and life is the greatest gift of all. Dont let life pass you by. Make a move, dont wait like me, it takes too long of a time and hurts more then anything else.
Cry when you feel like it, weather it be pain or joy. Cry, let the river flow. THROW AWAY ALL PRIDE, BECAUSE IT IS'NT WORTH MUCH WHEN YOU ARE DEAD. What is pride? When you are too weak to give in and too strong to loose. Let it go, It will pull you farther away from happiness than anything else. Learn to trust and learn to forgive. Look at more than a face to find beauty, and scan for more than a good body to look for an eye catcher. There is more beauty in the sky than the color. There is more to a storm than distruction. And there is more to life than being at the top. Let your mind wonder and think of that which you do not know. Always ask, Why is it doing this? What caused it to do this? What triggered this to happen? and What is it that it is hoping to accomplish by doing this? Dualities balance everything and make it all flow. Distruction makes way for creation, and order heeds to chaos.
I love everyone and hate none. I just wish everyone would give me a chance and get to know me. I wish everyone would give others a chance and learn to love...even if it seem like it will hurt in the end.