Things that currently worry me...
Firstly, that I will not get a job. Actually more like I won't get a job by the time I graduate.
That I will have absolutely no money, and have to ask my parents for help.
My staff.
Paying for my trip to NC.
That my residents really ARE afraid of me, and think I'm a horrible RA.
Any ability I had to do my job.
That I'm burning out.
I think my boss wishes she could fire me, or at least wishes that she never asked to have me on her staff.
The idea that Jon will break up with me.
Mostly, over everything, that I'll become the failure I'm so terrified of becoming. After five years in college, I have no idea what I wanna do with my life. I'm scared to tell my family that I don't want to work in higher education right away...
On the other hand, things that I'm excited about:
My trip to NC.
Graduating in May, finally.
Jon coming home. For GOOD. In March. :)
My law class this semester.
Being a red head.
No longer burning when I tan.
Having drinks with my South House ladies, whenever.
*sigh*
That I will have absolutely no money, and have to ask my parents for help.
My staff.
Paying for my trip to NC.
That my residents really ARE afraid of me, and think I'm a horrible RA.
Any ability I had to do my job.
That I'm burning out.
I think my boss wishes she could fire me, or at least wishes that she never asked to have me on her staff.
The idea that Jon will break up with me.
Mostly, over everything, that I'll become the failure I'm so terrified of becoming. After five years in college, I have no idea what I wanna do with my life. I'm scared to tell my family that I don't want to work in higher education right away...
On the other hand, things that I'm excited about:
My trip to NC.
Graduating in May, finally.
Jon coming home. For GOOD. In March. :)
My law class this semester.
Being a red head.
No longer burning when I tan.
Having drinks with my South House ladies, whenever.
*sigh*