part III

Jun 12, 2005 20:29


Well then we went outside and I asked him what were we, if we were friends, seeing each other or nothing. He was like nothing and I was like y and he got in my face and said “ CAUSE I DONT LIKE U NE MORE” and it was so hard for me not to cry but I just had to because of everything we have been through. We kept talking and that's when I blow up and finally said “ IF I KNEW U WERE GOING TO BE AN ASSHOLE THEN I SHOULD HAVE JUST STAYED WITH ISAAC OR MIGUEL’ Then he got all mad and I pulled him back cause he was leaving and I said sorry and I was stupid for saying that but I didn't want to be a b**** to him. So for a whole week he didn't talk to me and it really hurt because he had said that we still could be friends but he doesn't talk to me. ok what is that. So ne ways we would talk here and there but he would make fun of me and saying that I still wanted him. OKAY WHATEVER.

So one day we were in class and he was sitting in front of me and I had said something, I don't remember what, but he was like “U WANT A KISS” and I just smiled and he was like ok fine then u don't. Then I was like “YEAH I DO” since I still liked him so much. I had asked him when and he was like after school and I told him that he leaves to early and he said he had open gym and I was like ok then. So after school came and I stayed for his open gym like an idiot and waited for him. Open gym finished and I didn't know what to do cause I didn't want to go and approach him, so then Derrick and me were in the back and I was looking at his phone and Omar came and asked derrick if he could barrow his phone and stupid derrick was like “ ONLY IF U GIVE MARLINA A KISS ON THE CHEACK” and the only thing I was thinking in my head was “ WHY GOD” so like nothing he gave me one and I was so happy. Then Derrick was being stupid and was like “ TO USE IT U NEED TO GIVE HER ONE ON THE LIPS” then I said that he didn't when I really wanted him to. lol So then me and him went in the new gym and we were by ourselves and he tried to take my bag away and I sat onto of it so he couldn't take it and when I looked back up he leaned in and kissed me. While we were kissing so many memories were going through my head and I pushed away and told him “ NO BABY I CANT” (stupid for saying baby but i was in the mood) then I looked up again and he kissed me again and I pulled away like 40 seconds later. All our friends were coming and they asked us if we were making out and he was like no, and that got me mad ya know. The next day I talked to Derrick and I told him what happened and he said that Omar told him he wanted to ask me back out and all these good things and I was so happy then when we went back to school there was something different from what he told me.

We had open gym and I was just tired of him saying one thing to me and another to Derrick. So when the bell rang I went up to him and I asked him why he treated me like shit in front of people but by ourselves he would treat me like the nicest guy in the world. And he told me that I may see this but he doesn't. I got so mad because he knows he does he just didn't want to admit it. So then I told him I was going to ask him a question and he told me he wasn't going to answer ne thing, I told him that he will be answering. so I asked him “DO U LIKE ME OR NOT CAUSE I AM NOT GOING TO BE PLAYING UR GAMES NE MORE CAUSE I GO HOME CRYING OVER UR ASS AND IT HURTS AND I AM TIRED OF IT” He didn't want to answer and he told me to call him and he would tell me and I was like no u tell me know and he didn't want to so I said okay whatever I am going to call u and u r going to be telling me. So I just walked to the gym and started to cry and everyone was asking me what was wrong and I just ignored them cuz I didn't want to talk about it.

So then when I got home I called him.

to be continued......................................................................
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