So it goes.
Pseudo was really good.
I can't understand why so many adults dread the holidays. So it's a lot of work, so what ? It's worth it.
I had a really good talk with my mom this afternoon about nothing and everything. I like who I am, how responsible I am. I don't expect things from people; I don't feel as though I'm entitled to things which should be earned. And my parents made me that way. They did such a good job raising me. Even just looking around at the people I know from school or as friends, I think how lucky my entire life has been. Yeah, ok, maybe I gloat over it. But why shouldn't I ? I'm not going to carry lead weights on my back at all times just because I'm stronger than others, and I'm not going to hate life just because I'm luckier than others.
So be it.
I love life.
I can't understand why so many adults dread the holidays. So it's a lot of work, so what ? It's worth it.
I had a really good talk with my mom this afternoon about nothing and everything. I like who I am, how responsible I am. I don't expect things from people; I don't feel as though I'm entitled to things which should be earned. And my parents made me that way. They did such a good job raising me. Even just looking around at the people I know from school or as friends, I think how lucky my entire life has been. Yeah, ok, maybe I gloat over it. But why shouldn't I ? I'm not going to carry lead weights on my back at all times just because I'm stronger than others, and I'm not going to hate life just because I'm luckier than others.
So be it.
I love life.