i went to the doctor about the monster in my mouth. surgery is scheduled for march 30th. ANOTHER FUCKING MONTH!!!!!! i almost cried. i don't know how much more of this i can take. here, check it out:
http://fotola.com/berylium/messica/document-messica4212c8cdd08c6.html uuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh...
on a worse note, i am a huge bitch to one of the people who should be one of my best friends. i know there's no excusing it... but sometimes you just get sick of a person. and another thing, i realized that there is never anything substantial going on in my head... i never have any real, valid, original thoughts. i think about my pathetic life... i am such a waste.
or maybe i just feel that way because i couldn't sleep last night and i am tired-er than anything
i don't know
on a WONDERFUL note, however, CORA'S coming tomorrow! woooohooooooooo
bye