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i'm such a psychotic, unbalanced person... like, usually i'm totally fine and normal, but then i'll go through these weird, half-hour spasms of extreme stress or just feeling completely alone and helpless and i'll cry a lot. but then it will be over and i will be back to normal. i just experienced a big college anxiety spasm. i am totally unprepared and behind. i have no idea what i'm going to do or how i will have the discipline to study for SATs or to apply. so... although i know everything will turn out all fine and average like it always does, right now i feel like being worried. I missed registration for the november SATs... boohoo. i'm just wondering... is anyone else this worried? how is everyone able to be so calm? the world is ending!!!!!!