Time to jinx myself.
Day 1: The Meeting
Friday, April 22, 2011
Mariana's friends were visiting from school in Monterrey, and so we met up with them to hang out. I already met Yaro, Luis and Ilse before, but it was the first time that I met Caro, Ana, and "him." (I refuse to reveal his name because I don't want to jinx myself!) So we met up at Pizza Hut, and I was quiet and shy as always, but that's alright. Everyone was really sweet as expected. A good thing to know about Mariana is that she really knows how to pick friends, so I never really have to worry whether or not I'm in good company. Anyway, that's where I first saw him, and well Mariana had already given me the heads up on how he thought I was "hot," and so I will admit that I was a bit nervous. Well anyway we eventually got to Luis's house after we parted ways with Ana and Caro at the bridge. Adrian picked us up at the bridge. While we were waiting for him, I just listened as everyone did their catching up. He mentioned his issues he was having with a girl, and well I won't really get into too much detail because I really am dragging on and on. Well while he was talking about that and everyone was advising him, I was just thinking to myself "Aww poor guy, I wish I could help." Eventually Adrian arrived we all squeezed in, (just get the whole clown car visual to give you an idea) I finally suggested that maybe he should find someone else so that she could get jealous, or so he could may be in turn forget about her. I also suggested he take pics with a girl or something so that she could see them. I wasn't thinking me... well I will admit that I did want to be the girl in the pictures, but I didn't go as far as to think that I'd be the girl to make him forget about her. I didn't really talk to him at all that night, but that's ok.
Day 2: Noticing One's Jewelery
Saturday, April 23, 2011
I'll skip to the part where we were on the bus. So we were on the bus, and I noticed his cool rings. I wanted to tell him, but I was too shy, so I told Mariana to tell him. Then she told him that I said he was "guapo," he didn't believe her though. Then I just went ahead and told him that I liked his rings, and he explained that he made them. I also wanted to say, "Even though I didn't say that you were "guapo" you really are." Of course I was too much of a coward. So eventually we got back to my dorm, and we waited for Gabriel because it was his birthday, and we were planning on having a picnic. Long story short we had a crazy candy-junk food picnic, and we also were preached to by Christians that gave us hot pics of Jesus. (Good times) They asked us if we thought that we were going to heaven, and we all replied no. Eventually Gabriel dropped me off at the dorms, and on the car ride there I got to sit next to him. I noticed he was wearing an Arctic Monkeys bracelet, and so I reached over pointed at it and said "Oh Arctic Monkeys, how cool!" I'm so lame, but I had to TALK TO HIM SOMEHOW!
Day 3: The Sleepover
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Me, Mariana, Yaro, and him decided to meet up at McDonalds for our "double-date." From there we walked to Whataburger and on the way there Yaro and Mariana walked in front of us leaving him and I walking side-by-side. Those two are quite clever. So we struck up some small talk, and eventually got to Whataburger. We had a grand ol' time figuring out the crossword puzzle on the tray as a team, and then we headed back to the dorms. We watched Harry Potter, and I wanted to get close to him, but I was nervous. Mariana suggested I play with his hair, and I kind of did...well barely. I don't even think he noticed. Eventually Mariana and Yaro fell asleep, and so him and I watched a movie on the other bed because we weren't sleepy at all. My heart was pounding through my chest as we watched the movie. It was astounding to me that someone I barely knew could have such a crazy effect on my heartbeat. Once the movie was over we decided it was time for bed, and it was freezing! We only had one tiny blanket, and he was a gentleman and let me use it. Eventually we decided to use the sheet that we were laying on. We laid there in silence trying to sleep, but I just couldn't.
Out of no where I began to say, "I want to tell you something, but I'm too shy..."
Then he replied, "No go ahead say it."
I then went ahead and said, "I think you're really cute."
"Thanks, I don't really get that a lot."
Then there was a few minutes of silence.
"I'm still really cold, maybe we should get closer." he said.
I then agreed, and got closer.
I felt so amazing, and kept trying to rationalize my feelings. Moments later he just said and I quote, "Ah, What the hell.." and he kissed me. Was it MAGIC? Out of PITY? Boredom? Had I been hit by Cupid's arrow? Had he? There was this connection that I have never before felt so quickly.(Usually I have to build up to something even remotely as close.) We kissed for bit, and cuddled until we fell asleep. I had my head on his chest, and I noticed that his heart was pounding just as hard as mine.
I giggled to myself, and then he asked "What?"
"Oh..it's just crazy we've only hung out for about 2 days.." I replied.
"Yea, so what do you think?" he asked.
"It was fun.""Sí fue divertido."
There's so much more I wanted to say, but I didn't want to scare him off. So the best I could think of was "IT WAS FUN!" are you fucking kidding me?!!?!?!? Ugh...I'm pathetic when I get in my shy nervous mode. -_-'''
Day 4: Speakers
Thursday, April 28, 2011
We would randomly wake up on and off and just kiss and cuddle all morning until I had to get ready for class. Mariana and I went to class, and the guys stayed and slept in while we were gone. I got out before Mariana, and so I hung out with both of them. The three of us got lunch at McDonalds, and we also picked something up for Mariana. While we there Mariana told us that our painting Professor was asking about his missing speakers. Yea....about those we kind of borrowed them so we could enjoy Harry Potter more! It was for a good cause!!! So we made that our mini-mission for the day to return the speakers without anyone noticing. We did, and I wish I could explain some crazy cool extravagant ninja story, but we basically just checked if the coast was clear, sat them down, and left quickly! It finally came time for them to go leave. We all said bye, and he gave me a huge a hug.
Day 5: Caminata
Saturday, April 30, 2011
So both Yaro and him came at 8 am to hang out with us one last time before they left back to Monterrey. Pam and Mariana had slept over the night before. (BTW it was a really awesome sleepover, and I think it made me closer to Pam.) So Yaro and them stayed at my dorm to sleep, while me and him went for a walk. On our walk we came across the Children's Day event, and were invited to kayak, but we had to refuse their offer because it was too damn early! lol. We then sat outside at the patio behind Starbucks to just talk and get to know each other. Our conversation consisted of different back and forth questions and various anecdotes. We continued our walk, and we later realized that we played the same game where you close your eyes and see how far you can walk without opening your eyes. I knew I wasn't the only person in the world who did that, but never before had I met someone that did that too, nor did I ever even tell anyone about the game. We all met up again for breakfast where? McDonalds of course! lol...Then afterwards we walked them to the bridge. Oh did I forget to mention we were holding hands all day? Yea... it was awesome not gonna lie...ANYWAY, we finally made it to the bridge and he just gave me the nicest hug goodbye, and a kiss. It was hard to say bye, but I knew it wasn't forever. I was on cloud 9. I felt so incredibly phenomenal.
Day 6: Over 3 Weeks Later
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
I was expecting him at 5, but he arrived about a half hour late because there was delay with the bus, and so he had to get off and walk for a bit. I was worried that something might have happened. Thankfully nothing did. Waiting for him to arrive was so hard because time went by so slowly, I felt like a little girl waiting for it to be time to open her Christmas presents. I basically cleaned to keep busy. I was with Gabe and Mariana for most of the day, that is until Mariana had to go to class and Gabe had to go to work. I periodically kept going outside or checking the window to see if he was coming, and then eventually I even walked to the bridge to see if I'd run into him, but nope. So I was left to just pace back and forth in my dorm. When I went outside one last time I saw him, and so I ran downstairs. He dropped his bag and gave me a huge hug! It felt so wonderful to be in his arms again. We kissed and then went up to my dorm. After he cooled down we talked, kissed, and went to go have lunch at McDonalds. Yup..I know...again. Well yea I don't really have to get too far into detail because I could go on and on forever. We watched Waking Life, such an awesome movie. Then we watch volume 1 of Invader Zim. We had are fun...hehe (NO SEX btw) and fell asleep eventually.
Day 7: "Me Siento Cómodo"
Thursday, May, 12, 2011
So we basically spent the whole day together. We hung out with Mariana and Gabriel and went to Chick-fil-a for lunch and not McDonalds..lol! By then end of the day after Mariana and Gabriel left we went for a walk, and he took his guitar and played for me. He was amazing, and very modest. I really do love his voice. When we got back we watched some tv, and kissed. Then we eventually listened to music, and made out...a lot...(no sex) I do not really care to write any details..let's just say it was pretty passionate, and I do not regret any moment of it. Yup, let's leave it at that.
Day 8: Movie Scene Departure
Friday, May, 13, 2011
We only slept about 3 hours because we were trying to stay up all night since he had to leave early. He changed his mind and decided to leave a little bit later. So we got ready, and had breakfast at McDonalds. hehe. After that we headed back to my dorm, and we had an hour left before we walked to the bridge. Of course we were kissing for most of that hour, and then it finally came time for him to leave. On our way to the bridge we held hands, would look at each other occasionally and smile. I noticed we were walking at a slower pace. Finally, we got there and he was like "This is really hard." I really really just wanted him to stay with me forever, but school is important so you know how that goes. We held each other. It was one of the most intense hugs ever, and I never wanted to let go. I didn't care if people were staring. Then of course we kissed one last time. I watched him walk away, and then I did the same. As I walked a way I looked back and noticed him looking back at me. We waved at each other, and then basically watched one another walk away until we couldn't see each other anymore.
I felt like I was in this natural high. He's just so fun to be around, and I never get tired of him. He truly is the guy of my dreams! It wasn't exactly love at first sight, (because I never thought he would even be into me) but it's definitely something that I can't even explain with words. I can't use my reasoning because I still can't grasp the concept of connecting on such a high level with someone so quickly. Mariana says I just need to go with it. I know that my feelings for him are genuine, and I'm not quite sure what the future has install for us. What I really do know is that I can't wait for summer! Day 9 is going to be amazing, and I can't wait!
Audrey :)
Friday, April 22, 2011
Mariana's friends were visiting from school in Monterrey, and so we met up with them to hang out. I already met Yaro, Luis and Ilse before, but it was the first time that I met Caro, Ana, and "him." (I refuse to reveal his name because I don't want to jinx myself!) So we met up at Pizza Hut, and I was quiet and shy as always, but that's alright. Everyone was really sweet as expected. A good thing to know about Mariana is that she really knows how to pick friends, so I never really have to worry whether or not I'm in good company. Anyway, that's where I first saw him, and well Mariana had already given me the heads up on how he thought I was "hot," and so I will admit that I was a bit nervous. Well anyway we eventually got to Luis's house after we parted ways with Ana and Caro at the bridge. Adrian picked us up at the bridge. While we were waiting for him, I just listened as everyone did their catching up. He mentioned his issues he was having with a girl, and well I won't really get into too much detail because I really am dragging on and on. Well while he was talking about that and everyone was advising him, I was just thinking to myself "Aww poor guy, I wish I could help." Eventually Adrian arrived we all squeezed in, (just get the whole clown car visual to give you an idea) I finally suggested that maybe he should find someone else so that she could get jealous, or so he could may be in turn forget about her. I also suggested he take pics with a girl or something so that she could see them. I wasn't thinking me... well I will admit that I did want to be the girl in the pictures, but I didn't go as far as to think that I'd be the girl to make him forget about her. I didn't really talk to him at all that night, but that's ok.
Day 2: Noticing One's Jewelery
Saturday, April 23, 2011
I'll skip to the part where we were on the bus. So we were on the bus, and I noticed his cool rings. I wanted to tell him, but I was too shy, so I told Mariana to tell him. Then she told him that I said he was "guapo," he didn't believe her though. Then I just went ahead and told him that I liked his rings, and he explained that he made them. I also wanted to say, "Even though I didn't say that you were "guapo" you really are." Of course I was too much of a coward. So eventually we got back to my dorm, and we waited for Gabriel because it was his birthday, and we were planning on having a picnic. Long story short we had a crazy candy-junk food picnic, and we also were preached to by Christians that gave us hot pics of Jesus. (Good times) They asked us if we thought that we were going to heaven, and we all replied no. Eventually Gabriel dropped me off at the dorms, and on the car ride there I got to sit next to him. I noticed he was wearing an Arctic Monkeys bracelet, and so I reached over pointed at it and said "Oh Arctic Monkeys, how cool!" I'm so lame, but I had to TALK TO HIM SOMEHOW!
Day 3: The Sleepover
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Me, Mariana, Yaro, and him decided to meet up at McDonalds for our "double-date." From there we walked to Whataburger and on the way there Yaro and Mariana walked in front of us leaving him and I walking side-by-side. Those two are quite clever. So we struck up some small talk, and eventually got to Whataburger. We had a grand ol' time figuring out the crossword puzzle on the tray as a team, and then we headed back to the dorms. We watched Harry Potter, and I wanted to get close to him, but I was nervous. Mariana suggested I play with his hair, and I kind of did...well barely. I don't even think he noticed. Eventually Mariana and Yaro fell asleep, and so him and I watched a movie on the other bed because we weren't sleepy at all. My heart was pounding through my chest as we watched the movie. It was astounding to me that someone I barely knew could have such a crazy effect on my heartbeat. Once the movie was over we decided it was time for bed, and it was freezing! We only had one tiny blanket, and he was a gentleman and let me use it. Eventually we decided to use the sheet that we were laying on. We laid there in silence trying to sleep, but I just couldn't.
Out of no where I began to say, "I want to tell you something, but I'm too shy..."
Then he replied, "No go ahead say it."
I then went ahead and said, "I think you're really cute."
"Thanks, I don't really get that a lot."
Then there was a few minutes of silence.
"I'm still really cold, maybe we should get closer." he said.
I then agreed, and got closer.
I felt so amazing, and kept trying to rationalize my feelings. Moments later he just said and I quote, "Ah, What the hell.." and he kissed me. Was it MAGIC? Out of PITY? Boredom? Had I been hit by Cupid's arrow? Had he? There was this connection that I have never before felt so quickly.(Usually I have to build up to something even remotely as close.) We kissed for bit, and cuddled until we fell asleep. I had my head on his chest, and I noticed that his heart was pounding just as hard as mine.
I giggled to myself, and then he asked "What?"
"Oh..it's just crazy we've only hung out for about 2 days.." I replied.
"Yea, so what do you think?" he asked.
"It was fun.""Sí fue divertido."
There's so much more I wanted to say, but I didn't want to scare him off. So the best I could think of was "IT WAS FUN!" are you fucking kidding me?!!?!?!? Ugh...I'm pathetic when I get in my shy nervous mode. -_-'''
Day 4: Speakers
Thursday, April 28, 2011
We would randomly wake up on and off and just kiss and cuddle all morning until I had to get ready for class. Mariana and I went to class, and the guys stayed and slept in while we were gone. I got out before Mariana, and so I hung out with both of them. The three of us got lunch at McDonalds, and we also picked something up for Mariana. While we there Mariana told us that our painting Professor was asking about his missing speakers. Yea....about those we kind of borrowed them so we could enjoy Harry Potter more! It was for a good cause!!! So we made that our mini-mission for the day to return the speakers without anyone noticing. We did, and I wish I could explain some crazy cool extravagant ninja story, but we basically just checked if the coast was clear, sat them down, and left quickly! It finally came time for them to go leave. We all said bye, and he gave me a huge a hug.
Day 5: Caminata
Saturday, April 30, 2011
So both Yaro and him came at 8 am to hang out with us one last time before they left back to Monterrey. Pam and Mariana had slept over the night before. (BTW it was a really awesome sleepover, and I think it made me closer to Pam.) So Yaro and them stayed at my dorm to sleep, while me and him went for a walk. On our walk we came across the Children's Day event, and were invited to kayak, but we had to refuse their offer because it was too damn early! lol. We then sat outside at the patio behind Starbucks to just talk and get to know each other. Our conversation consisted of different back and forth questions and various anecdotes. We continued our walk, and we later realized that we played the same game where you close your eyes and see how far you can walk without opening your eyes. I knew I wasn't the only person in the world who did that, but never before had I met someone that did that too, nor did I ever even tell anyone about the game. We all met up again for breakfast where? McDonalds of course! lol...Then afterwards we walked them to the bridge. Oh did I forget to mention we were holding hands all day? Yea... it was awesome not gonna lie...ANYWAY, we finally made it to the bridge and he just gave me the nicest hug goodbye, and a kiss. It was hard to say bye, but I knew it wasn't forever. I was on cloud 9. I felt so incredibly phenomenal.
Day 6: Over 3 Weeks Later
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
I was expecting him at 5, but he arrived about a half hour late because there was delay with the bus, and so he had to get off and walk for a bit. I was worried that something might have happened. Thankfully nothing did. Waiting for him to arrive was so hard because time went by so slowly, I felt like a little girl waiting for it to be time to open her Christmas presents. I basically cleaned to keep busy. I was with Gabe and Mariana for most of the day, that is until Mariana had to go to class and Gabe had to go to work. I periodically kept going outside or checking the window to see if he was coming, and then eventually I even walked to the bridge to see if I'd run into him, but nope. So I was left to just pace back and forth in my dorm. When I went outside one last time I saw him, and so I ran downstairs. He dropped his bag and gave me a huge hug! It felt so wonderful to be in his arms again. We kissed and then went up to my dorm. After he cooled down we talked, kissed, and went to go have lunch at McDonalds. Yup..I know...again. Well yea I don't really have to get too far into detail because I could go on and on forever. We watched Waking Life, such an awesome movie. Then we watch volume 1 of Invader Zim. We had are fun...hehe (NO SEX btw) and fell asleep eventually.
Day 7: "Me Siento Cómodo"
Thursday, May, 12, 2011
So we basically spent the whole day together. We hung out with Mariana and Gabriel and went to Chick-fil-a for lunch and not McDonalds..lol! By then end of the day after Mariana and Gabriel left we went for a walk, and he took his guitar and played for me. He was amazing, and very modest. I really do love his voice. When we got back we watched some tv, and kissed. Then we eventually listened to music, and made out...a lot...(no sex) I do not really care to write any details..let's just say it was pretty passionate, and I do not regret any moment of it. Yup, let's leave it at that.
Day 8: Movie Scene Departure
Friday, May, 13, 2011
We only slept about 3 hours because we were trying to stay up all night since he had to leave early. He changed his mind and decided to leave a little bit later. So we got ready, and had breakfast at McDonalds. hehe. After that we headed back to my dorm, and we had an hour left before we walked to the bridge. Of course we were kissing for most of that hour, and then it finally came time for him to leave. On our way to the bridge we held hands, would look at each other occasionally and smile. I noticed we were walking at a slower pace. Finally, we got there and he was like "This is really hard." I really really just wanted him to stay with me forever, but school is important so you know how that goes. We held each other. It was one of the most intense hugs ever, and I never wanted to let go. I didn't care if people were staring. Then of course we kissed one last time. I watched him walk away, and then I did the same. As I walked a way I looked back and noticed him looking back at me. We waved at each other, and then basically watched one another walk away until we couldn't see each other anymore.
I felt like I was in this natural high. He's just so fun to be around, and I never get tired of him. He truly is the guy of my dreams! It wasn't exactly love at first sight, (because I never thought he would even be into me) but it's definitely something that I can't even explain with words. I can't use my reasoning because I still can't grasp the concept of connecting on such a high level with someone so quickly. Mariana says I just need to go with it. I know that my feelings for him are genuine, and I'm not quite sure what the future has install for us. What I really do know is that I can't wait for summer! Day 9 is going to be amazing, and I can't wait!
Audrey :)