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well i haven't updated in awhile kinda cause i don't feel like it, i don't get any more satisfaction from telling the whole world how i feel and not get any response. but what ever i'll get over it.i really love christmas and this time of year . it's so perfect. i had a dream last night where my brother had told the person i like, that i like her and i woke so mad at him and then realized that it was dream. it was wierd. i got a myspace account. it's cool. i think i have all the coolest friends. like i had so much fun today and the girl i like isn't even in town. maybe i don't like her anymore. yeah right, if i was anymore emotional i would cry over her everyday. i am listening to nsync right now. it's wierd i know but hey we all have our guilty pleasures, right? i hope.... i heard that lighthouse won the volleyball championship. i am really impressed and proud and i heard that the football team has two games left to win the championship, that's really cool. im sitting here just thinkin about stuff and i seem really happy but i know a couple things are missing so i can't be as happy as i can. i was also thinkin i could have everything i want and still not be happy without a relationship with god and thinkin about makes me feel so amazed. i could have a nice car a big house a certain special someone and enough money to have 20 families to live off of and still be unhappy to me that sounds like it's not true but it is and there is no denying it. craziness. ima go now but it's been fun telling you whats on my heart. whatever is on my <3, you know