da update
alright...its been a while since i last updated this thang but here we go. currently, right now i'm at my friend's house even though it is a school night. freedom, you gotta love it. tomorrow is in fact friday and i am oh so happy about that shit cuz i hate fuckin school anyway. it's like crazy cuz i have sooo much senior shit to do. i'm like mad stressed now cuz i have so much to do. like today in school our guidance counselors came to basically give us a whole list of shit we need to do before the end of our senior year. and since i'm leaving early i basically have a whole year's worth of shit to do in a matter of months. deadlines, applications, essays, money, pictures...its all soo crazy cuz i dont really imagine myself being a senior. hold on, wait...A SENIOR. that shit blows my mind forreal because i think of how far i've come and how much shit i've had to go through in order to get to this point in my life. but i'm happy as hell that i've survived and made it this far. it makes me happy to know that mad people are so fuckin proud of me despite the people that appear to be hating on me...hint hint...my parents. yeah, obviously thats not going to good. but oh well i guess. at this point, there's not really anything i can do. i think tooo much damage has been done for all the shit to just be fine again. and now they like want us to get counseling for all of our supposed problems. i'm like what the hell...i'm not going to counseling with you fuckers. i hate ya'll anyway and now once i'm on my way out ya'll wanna go get some goddamn counseling. they can take that counseling and stick it up their ass. ok yeah that was kinda mean but believe me, i mean every word of that shit cuz i like fuckin hate their asses. like forreal forreal. but anyway, on to other events. man i gotta keep ya'll updated because i havent really updated this shit since like a month ago so yeah this entry is gonna be long as my nigga's dick. haha good times. oh ok yeah back to other current events...umm the car. duh duh duh!!!! had to have the dramatic sound effects cuz its filled drama. soo basically my parents are determined to not let me drive my car because we're at war, as usual. so sunshine takes me to school every morning and my dumbass daddy picks me up in the afternoons. what joy...quality time with the parents!! gotta love it. yep so basically i get random questions every morning that turn into arguments and then i have full length arguments in the afternoons. wonderful, wonderful days of unnecessary drama. every damn day...i swear that shit isn't fuckin necessary everyday. thats why i wanna move the fuck out but right now i cant fuckin do it. it just goes to show u that you cant depend on nobody but your damn self. nobody is looking out for your ass. it's crazy though because just yesterday i was even considering fuckin sleeping in my car. i swear i wanna be anywhere but where i live now. it's like...prision..because you can go outside but you always have to come back, people start shit with you for no reason, and you get to a point where you end up having to fight physically. PRISION. in my own damn house. thats kinda fuckin sad. lets see what else do i need to update the peoplez on. umm...well there is one thing but i dont think it would be safe to put myself on blast on livejournal. even though i dont think anyone really reads this shit, you never know. so certain people may know what i'm talking about but i know a lot of ya'll are still in the dark about it. 2+2=4 people...figure it out.
-A. Jack-
"assualt with a deadly weapon
cuz i hit these NIGGAZ in the head
not with my fist or a bat,
but with the words that i said"
-A. Jack-
"assualt with a deadly weapon
cuz i hit these NIGGAZ in the head
not with my fist or a bat,
but with the words that i said"