Jun 06, 2006 18:29
I havent written in forever.
Its nice to be back home....but I am starting to get some serious Tally withdrawls. I miss going to the phi mu house and walking next door to see Elle and Ali and Robert. I miss his huge bed....seriously it takes up the whole room.
Things with Robert are great. Ive never been more in love and he is my best friend on top of it all. Of course he couldnt replace other people, namely for the fact that he isnt a girl and sometimes a girl just needs another girl. :)
It has been 7 months since we have been together. Time goes by so fast. I know it is a little weird to be thinking this since I am only 18 and all, but I just know I will be with him forever. Am I crazy? Its hard to think that if that is true then i will never be with another guy, but I think I am ok with that. I guess my dream of marrying someone with a british accent is down the drain. :)
Oh, p.s. I chopped off a foot of hair. Im still coming to grips with my loss.
p.s.s.- does anyone else find it hard to be back home. There are so many gohsts that I put to rest here and sometimes being around this town seems to bring them back. One is gone forever and I will never have to deal with it again, but the other is still very much alive and it is creepy that "it" could be just sround the corner. Tally is relieving because everything is new there...although from what I hear, some of my demons are following me there too.