.livejournal drama is nothing if not entertaining.
so when i got home tonight i was upset because people are fucking mean and have no right to be. but now, at 4:19am i am in a good mood. if anyone wants a good laugh they can read the 39 comments to my prior journal entry. haha. wow..39, that's gotta be some kind of record. but yeah..it's pretty funny.
**yes, i'm in a good mood, and there are three people i hold responsible for that...nick, zach, and josh richer. (why do i still call you by first and last name? i've known you too long now to still be doing that. <3 lol) yes, anyway..thank all three of you guys. you totally redeemed the meaning of the word friend in my book. thanks for being great ones. <3
oh yes...and of those 39 comments, none of them were from me. i did not participate in any of it. but i will say a few things right now.
it's a shame i like good music, because i don't like the "scene". that's okay, because i'm not scene. i may go to 80's night and the green room (mind you, i've been going to 80's night since i was 15 or 16 with friends from high school, and i went to the first ever strange ways at the green room when there were about 5 people there) yes, but i go to these places with friends of mine, and we dance and have fun. i go to shows..because i like the music. i have been since before i knew most of you who will read this. i am who i am, and don't try to fit in. i don't have the typical short, black, mod haircut, or wear band tee-shirts, and a studded belt with diesel jeans. sorry, i shop at savers or rather, i don't shop at all because i haven't bought anything for myself in many months. i have done this since i was in middle school.
so yeah...you guys are more scene than i am. and you know a lot of bands, congradulations. cuz all of that is going to get you far in life. being a well-known hardcore chick isn't that cool. are you in school? no. i am. i currently have a 4.0 gpa and a full academic scholership to RIC next year just in case you were wondering. i guess that doesn't mean much in the world of scene points though. damn. maybe if i drop out of school, quit my job, and live off of my parents i'll gain some points. or maybe if i drop a few names, would that help? i have real friends, who are real people. they are not fake and in the cool "scene". and while we're on the subject of being fake...what's up "posi" kids. since when does posi mean you bash people, trying to make them feel bad, and try to start fights with people? haha whatever man.
oh yeah..and by the way..i would like to thank danielle for a good point she made. being a slut is not determined by the number of people one has slept with, and by the way..when someone said i've slept with 15 people, they were wrong. i am not a slut. i won't even begin to go into that..but yeah, it's so easy to call a girl a slut, why can't anyone be creative anymore? oh well. haha, like i told zach earlier, i just need to get married to rob, and people will stop calling me a slut. hah.
i'm going to stop here, for this is long enough already, it's 5:11am, and i have school in a few hours.
i'll leave you all with this. i paraphrased it a bit to fit the circumstances.
*i am not your fucking friend, not now..not fucking ever.*
**yes, i'm in a good mood, and there are three people i hold responsible for that...nick, zach, and josh richer. (why do i still call you by first and last name? i've known you too long now to still be doing that. <3 lol) yes, anyway..thank all three of you guys. you totally redeemed the meaning of the word friend in my book. thanks for being great ones. <3
oh yes...and of those 39 comments, none of them were from me. i did not participate in any of it. but i will say a few things right now.
it's a shame i like good music, because i don't like the "scene". that's okay, because i'm not scene. i may go to 80's night and the green room (mind you, i've been going to 80's night since i was 15 or 16 with friends from high school, and i went to the first ever strange ways at the green room when there were about 5 people there) yes, but i go to these places with friends of mine, and we dance and have fun. i go to shows..because i like the music. i have been since before i knew most of you who will read this. i am who i am, and don't try to fit in. i don't have the typical short, black, mod haircut, or wear band tee-shirts, and a studded belt with diesel jeans. sorry, i shop at savers or rather, i don't shop at all because i haven't bought anything for myself in many months. i have done this since i was in middle school.
so yeah...you guys are more scene than i am. and you know a lot of bands, congradulations. cuz all of that is going to get you far in life. being a well-known hardcore chick isn't that cool. are you in school? no. i am. i currently have a 4.0 gpa and a full academic scholership to RIC next year just in case you were wondering. i guess that doesn't mean much in the world of scene points though. damn. maybe if i drop out of school, quit my job, and live off of my parents i'll gain some points. or maybe if i drop a few names, would that help? i have real friends, who are real people. they are not fake and in the cool "scene". and while we're on the subject of being fake...what's up "posi" kids. since when does posi mean you bash people, trying to make them feel bad, and try to start fights with people? haha whatever man.
oh yeah..and by the way..i would like to thank danielle for a good point she made. being a slut is not determined by the number of people one has slept with, and by the way..when someone said i've slept with 15 people, they were wrong. i am not a slut. i won't even begin to go into that..but yeah, it's so easy to call a girl a slut, why can't anyone be creative anymore? oh well. haha, like i told zach earlier, i just need to get married to rob, and people will stop calling me a slut. hah.
i'm going to stop here, for this is long enough already, it's 5:11am, and i have school in a few hours.
i'll leave you all with this. i paraphrased it a bit to fit the circumstances.
*i am not your fucking friend, not now..not fucking ever.*