Thank You...for loving me.
The other night I was talking to Natalie, and I got this idea that I would like to share. I wanted to think about all of the people that have impacted my life. So basically these are them.
Natalie Robin- We’ve been friends since the sixth grade. Best friends. I can’t imagine life without you, even though lately we don’t talk as much, I will always love you. We’ve shared so much throughout the years. We’ve been through a lot. Good and bad times. No one could ever compare to the relationship we have. We did our growing up by each other’s side. And for me, I wouldn’t want it to have been any different. I didn’t have many friends in high school, but I never cared. We always had so much fun, despite what we may have been doing. Hah, we were probably just walking, we seemed to do a lot of that. I have more memories with you than I do with any other person in the world. So many inside jokes. You were and are a huge part of who I am. I miss you very much, but you know you’ll always be my best friend. And I’ll always do anything for you. “I’m going out”! *7-9-97*
Brian Kenny- You have no idea what you mean to me. I don’t think I could ever spend so much time with anyone else and not want to kill them. You know everything there is to know about me. You know what each and every little movement I make means. You’ve helped me through some pretty rough times. You understand me. It’s weird considering the circumstances on which we met…again. There are so many memories. I wish things were different now. I hope things will again be okay. You have one of the biggest places in my heart, and I want to thank you for everything. I love you. Ps. I hope you did not hang up those stupid posters again.
Gianna Mauro- So many years of friendship. Since we were kids. And after all these years, we are still close friends. We may not hang out much, but we know that anytime either of us needs someone, we’ll be there. Our relationship goes against most principals. That’s one of the things that makes it special. We are so different, and yet, it’s alright. I remember years ago, and it’s sad. Things were so much fun back then. Remember when it was you, Natalie, Nicole, sometimes Jocelyn, and myself. I miss those days. I love you.
Ps. How could you not tell me that Roxy died?!
Nicole Brown- Nicooola, well what can I say. We may not be the best of friends anymore. But throughout high school you were there for me. We were all in-seperatable. We always had so much fun. There was nothing I wouldn’t have done, or wouldn’t still do for you. The kind of friendship we had is one that will always stand out in my mind, and therefore, I will always be there for you. So many memories. Soo many. So many just in your house. I will always love you. “Alex, you got big problems Alex”.
Peter Murphy- I miss you so very much right now. But then again, we’ve gone through things like this before, hah. Together, we have been through many stages in our lives. Weird. There is not many people I talk to that I’ve known for as long. But we are so compatible, just not for dating. Hah. We made that mistake once, then realized the love I have for you is one of a best friend. Because that is what you’ve always been like to me, a best friend, a brother. We have this connection that is crazy, and it just makes me very happy. Anything you ever need, ever..you know I’ll do. I never wanna lose you Pete. I mean, who else would go to school and wanna beat someone up for me?
Derek Jiminez- Well obviously you hold a huge place in my heart. Things between us are so weird. I can honestly say you’ve changed my life. I can’t say that about many people. But other than that thing, you helped me. I remember a certain time: Being in California, in trouble, with no one to help me. I hadn’t seen you since the winter, and you came to my rescue, without wanting anything in return. You helped me so much that night. And for the next few days to come. I will never forget that. I sometimes wonder if what happened didn’t, how things would be now. You and I are so compatible, and I miss talking to you. I’m glad we’ve started again. I do miss you, and think about you. You were the only person to ever call me Krist, and for some reason I’ve always just taken notice to that, and liked it.
Jon Costigan- It’s crazy how many years it’s been now. We’ve gone through a lot, from being best friends to going out to some craziness to now. You definitely know me pretty damn well. So many people used to be jealous of our friendship, then we went and ruined it by going out. Psh..you were in love with me. Hah. It’s cool though. How many people talk on the phone until 4am with their girlfriend’s best friend. I dunno, but you do. It’s weird, no matter how long it’s been since we will have talked, and we talk. We can still talk forever, and it’s never weird. That doesn’t go for many people. When I need to feel better, just remember to talk about Richard Nixon. It works. <3
Josh Posillo- You were my first real boyfriend, and I’ve learned a lot from that relationship. For sure. The first boy to ever tell me ‘I love you’. How could someone ever forget that, they couldn’t. It’s a shame the way things ended, and for that, I’m sorry. We were just so young. But, in all..you still mean a lot to me. And I’m glad we still talk from time to time. We should hang out more, cuz if not, I’ll beat you up..hah cuz you know I can. ;)
There are other people that have impacted my life, but I can’t write about everyone. Basically, (not to seem bitchy) but the people who have also had huge affects on my life are at the beginning of the next list.
The list continues… James Lyle, Molly Spadola, Eric Mcneil, Brendan McVay, Tommy Campbell, Josh Richer, Chuck Crowley, Amanda Rausch, Josh DiGagorio, Patricia Flintz, Dave Booth, Joe Aceto, Julie McMahon, Christina Guiatas, Mike Trudeau, Jocelyn Shaw, Michaela Griffin, Ricky Lee, Kenny Lowell, Jay Crowe, Jeremy Costa, Dan Maynard, Christina Matthews, Irene Manzi, Erin Banarski, Julie Rusk, and Ken.
I have many more friends whom all mean very much to me. These are just people, some I do not even speak to anymore, but all of which have impacted my life in some way. They have either taught me something or done something to help or change my life. And if i've forgotten anyone, i'm sorry. Just let me know. And I thank each one of them. <3
Natalie Robin- We’ve been friends since the sixth grade. Best friends. I can’t imagine life without you, even though lately we don’t talk as much, I will always love you. We’ve shared so much throughout the years. We’ve been through a lot. Good and bad times. No one could ever compare to the relationship we have. We did our growing up by each other’s side. And for me, I wouldn’t want it to have been any different. I didn’t have many friends in high school, but I never cared. We always had so much fun, despite what we may have been doing. Hah, we were probably just walking, we seemed to do a lot of that. I have more memories with you than I do with any other person in the world. So many inside jokes. You were and are a huge part of who I am. I miss you very much, but you know you’ll always be my best friend. And I’ll always do anything for you. “I’m going out”! *7-9-97*
Brian Kenny- You have no idea what you mean to me. I don’t think I could ever spend so much time with anyone else and not want to kill them. You know everything there is to know about me. You know what each and every little movement I make means. You’ve helped me through some pretty rough times. You understand me. It’s weird considering the circumstances on which we met…again. There are so many memories. I wish things were different now. I hope things will again be okay. You have one of the biggest places in my heart, and I want to thank you for everything. I love you. Ps. I hope you did not hang up those stupid posters again.
Gianna Mauro- So many years of friendship. Since we were kids. And after all these years, we are still close friends. We may not hang out much, but we know that anytime either of us needs someone, we’ll be there. Our relationship goes against most principals. That’s one of the things that makes it special. We are so different, and yet, it’s alright. I remember years ago, and it’s sad. Things were so much fun back then. Remember when it was you, Natalie, Nicole, sometimes Jocelyn, and myself. I miss those days. I love you.
Ps. How could you not tell me that Roxy died?!
Nicole Brown- Nicooola, well what can I say. We may not be the best of friends anymore. But throughout high school you were there for me. We were all in-seperatable. We always had so much fun. There was nothing I wouldn’t have done, or wouldn’t still do for you. The kind of friendship we had is one that will always stand out in my mind, and therefore, I will always be there for you. So many memories. Soo many. So many just in your house. I will always love you. “Alex, you got big problems Alex”.
Peter Murphy- I miss you so very much right now. But then again, we’ve gone through things like this before, hah. Together, we have been through many stages in our lives. Weird. There is not many people I talk to that I’ve known for as long. But we are so compatible, just not for dating. Hah. We made that mistake once, then realized the love I have for you is one of a best friend. Because that is what you’ve always been like to me, a best friend, a brother. We have this connection that is crazy, and it just makes me very happy. Anything you ever need, ever..you know I’ll do. I never wanna lose you Pete. I mean, who else would go to school and wanna beat someone up for me?
Derek Jiminez- Well obviously you hold a huge place in my heart. Things between us are so weird. I can honestly say you’ve changed my life. I can’t say that about many people. But other than that thing, you helped me. I remember a certain time: Being in California, in trouble, with no one to help me. I hadn’t seen you since the winter, and you came to my rescue, without wanting anything in return. You helped me so much that night. And for the next few days to come. I will never forget that. I sometimes wonder if what happened didn’t, how things would be now. You and I are so compatible, and I miss talking to you. I’m glad we’ve started again. I do miss you, and think about you. You were the only person to ever call me Krist, and for some reason I’ve always just taken notice to that, and liked it.
Jon Costigan- It’s crazy how many years it’s been now. We’ve gone through a lot, from being best friends to going out to some craziness to now. You definitely know me pretty damn well. So many people used to be jealous of our friendship, then we went and ruined it by going out. Psh..you were in love with me. Hah. It’s cool though. How many people talk on the phone until 4am with their girlfriend’s best friend. I dunno, but you do. It’s weird, no matter how long it’s been since we will have talked, and we talk. We can still talk forever, and it’s never weird. That doesn’t go for many people. When I need to feel better, just remember to talk about Richard Nixon. It works. <3
Josh Posillo- You were my first real boyfriend, and I’ve learned a lot from that relationship. For sure. The first boy to ever tell me ‘I love you’. How could someone ever forget that, they couldn’t. It’s a shame the way things ended, and for that, I’m sorry. We were just so young. But, in all..you still mean a lot to me. And I’m glad we still talk from time to time. We should hang out more, cuz if not, I’ll beat you up..hah cuz you know I can. ;)
There are other people that have impacted my life, but I can’t write about everyone. Basically, (not to seem bitchy) but the people who have also had huge affects on my life are at the beginning of the next list.
The list continues… James Lyle, Molly Spadola, Eric Mcneil, Brendan McVay, Tommy Campbell, Josh Richer, Chuck Crowley, Amanda Rausch, Josh DiGagorio, Patricia Flintz, Dave Booth, Joe Aceto, Julie McMahon, Christina Guiatas, Mike Trudeau, Jocelyn Shaw, Michaela Griffin, Ricky Lee, Kenny Lowell, Jay Crowe, Jeremy Costa, Dan Maynard, Christina Matthews, Irene Manzi, Erin Banarski, Julie Rusk, and Ken.
I have many more friends whom all mean very much to me. These are just people, some I do not even speak to anymore, but all of which have impacted my life in some way. They have either taught me something or done something to help or change my life. And if i've forgotten anyone, i'm sorry. Just let me know. And I thank each one of them. <3