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i dont know why i am posting. i dont really even like the livejournal/xanga/myspace etc. craze but alas here i am, unsure of what draws me here. i live in oklahoma now, attending school, let me rephraze that. as of 9:15 this morning oklahoma time i reside in Oklahoma City, i live in my campus dorm with 3 other guys, all 18 year old baseball players and starting on thursday i will be starting my classes. the question was posed to me this evening if i was here to do something, or here to have something to do, and i had no answer, completely unsure. five minutes before i was asked i would have responded here to do something, but now.....but i feel i am hindered not by the question, but by the life that surounds me, and the life that. 2 weeks ago someone asked me if i was happy, truely happy, not joyfull but happy. and you know what i am not. james 4:17 says he then, who knows the good he ought to do and does not do it, sins and i ask myself two questions am i doing the good i know i ought to do? have i made a worthy attempt to make up, somehow, for the not good i have done?