So many questions going unanswered...
Well it's been awhile since Ive updated. But ive got some things on my mind that i need to write down somewhere. Lately I feel like im just not myself. I'm just not fully happy....and it sucks. FIrst lets start with panera...the place is a complete shithole. Nobody cares what happens there anymore and everyone is always upset while they are there. There are fights going on about raises, etc. The size of the staff is never equal to customer demand. I mean nobody lieks to work but I absolutely hate being there! Now i know the simple answer is to quit, but here is my debacle. I know i will only be there till the end of the summer, bc in the fall i will be student observing. So is it worth it to quit, find a new job, and train there just to work for a few more months? Or suck it up for the last few months in panera...something to think about...
The next problem is school. I still have no motivation. I get stressed over the work I have but there is no motivation there. All i want to do is sleep, or be with my friends, aghhhhhh. Its so frustrating. I can only hope that as i am finishing up my core classes and moving toward all education classes that i will have more motivation in school. But sometimes I truly just want to turn in the towel with the whole thing. Sometimes im afraid i dont even want to be a teacher, and all this work is for naught.I know that sounds bad, but i'm not going to drop out...dont worry.
There is so much more to say, i just dont have the energy to write it, nor do i really want to write about it here. I'm going to end on a more positive note, which i always try to do. During the next 2 weeks i will be seeing almost all of the remedies. I love you girls so much and i swear you keep me sane!
Hopefully these feelings will pass soon, and im confident they will. Until then I'm going to try and see the positive in things.
Goodnight
The next problem is school. I still have no motivation. I get stressed over the work I have but there is no motivation there. All i want to do is sleep, or be with my friends, aghhhhhh. Its so frustrating. I can only hope that as i am finishing up my core classes and moving toward all education classes that i will have more motivation in school. But sometimes I truly just want to turn in the towel with the whole thing. Sometimes im afraid i dont even want to be a teacher, and all this work is for naught.I know that sounds bad, but i'm not going to drop out...dont worry.
There is so much more to say, i just dont have the energy to write it, nor do i really want to write about it here. I'm going to end on a more positive note, which i always try to do. During the next 2 weeks i will be seeing almost all of the remedies. I love you girls so much and i swear you keep me sane!
Hopefully these feelings will pass soon, and im confident they will. Until then I'm going to try and see the positive in things.
Goodnight