the greatest of these is LOVE
so the wedding was beautiful. Cassie is such a wonderful, absolutley georgous girl. I am so happy for steve. and he looks very happy too. I cant wait to find someone that loves me that much, despite my faults, that i love that much in return. and they are soo young. i am really going to pray that they can make it and dont let little things make them want to get a divorce. cause if they make it thenit will give me hope that getting married young is not always bad. cause thats what I wanna do.
Bethany and Katie said I cant elope. so sorry future husband, we have to have a real wedding. I mean I wanted one anyways, it just I am spontanoeus and they are worried.
enough about weddings and love... it kinda makes me sad. so, yeah. tomorrow I start summer school. at 8 OCLOCK in the MORNING!! thats not going to be fun. oh well tho it will be nice to get back into some sort of routine. I hope the classes are really easy. I dont wanna have to do alot of homework. I alos have no idea where my classes are at TCC cause i have never seen tha campus aside from when i went to kindergarten there. but I was 5. I should prolly figure that out.
AAAAAND, I still dont have a car. So I dont even know how I will be getting to class and work this week. I need a CAR! another thing I have been thing I have been thinking about is relationships. I KNOW I need to be single right now. but guys keep asking me on dates. and I feel bad refusing them. I dont know what to say that wont hurt their feelings. thats why I like having a boyfriend so I can have a good excuse to turn guys down. The thing is some of these guys I have known for a long time and they are nice and cute and everything, I just am not really interested right now and need to be on my own for a while. This is what I said after kyle and I broke up and I was doing ok with it for a while, but then Casey fell out of the sky and took me by total suprise. I just really need some time on my own...
last night I had the weirdest dream and it was kinda scary. (I went and slept with my mom b/c I am a baby) but in the dream, it was me, julian, cody, casey, bethany and Katie. and we were all in someones front yard hanging out and everyone except me was in some sort of a trance. and I was freaking out. people were being so weird. But then some creppy guy who was trying to either kill me or put me in a trance was chasing me around. and I was running for my life. and I couldnt get away. it was really alot more scary then it sounds... But as i was trying to fall asleep in my mom's room I was thinking about what this dream could mean. I was thinking that the man in the dream is the devil that keeps inticing me to sin... and in many cases has succeeded, and the dream was a representaion of how everyone can be caught by him and how hard it is to get away. I dunno thats what I was thinking.
thats enough talking for now.
Bethany and Katie said I cant elope. so sorry future husband, we have to have a real wedding. I mean I wanted one anyways, it just I am spontanoeus and they are worried.
enough about weddings and love... it kinda makes me sad. so, yeah. tomorrow I start summer school. at 8 OCLOCK in the MORNING!! thats not going to be fun. oh well tho it will be nice to get back into some sort of routine. I hope the classes are really easy. I dont wanna have to do alot of homework. I alos have no idea where my classes are at TCC cause i have never seen tha campus aside from when i went to kindergarten there. but I was 5. I should prolly figure that out.
AAAAAND, I still dont have a car. So I dont even know how I will be getting to class and work this week. I need a CAR! another thing I have been thing I have been thinking about is relationships. I KNOW I need to be single right now. but guys keep asking me on dates. and I feel bad refusing them. I dont know what to say that wont hurt their feelings. thats why I like having a boyfriend so I can have a good excuse to turn guys down. The thing is some of these guys I have known for a long time and they are nice and cute and everything, I just am not really interested right now and need to be on my own for a while. This is what I said after kyle and I broke up and I was doing ok with it for a while, but then Casey fell out of the sky and took me by total suprise. I just really need some time on my own...
last night I had the weirdest dream and it was kinda scary. (I went and slept with my mom b/c I am a baby) but in the dream, it was me, julian, cody, casey, bethany and Katie. and we were all in someones front yard hanging out and everyone except me was in some sort of a trance. and I was freaking out. people were being so weird. But then some creppy guy who was trying to either kill me or put me in a trance was chasing me around. and I was running for my life. and I couldnt get away. it was really alot more scary then it sounds... But as i was trying to fall asleep in my mom's room I was thinking about what this dream could mean. I was thinking that the man in the dream is the devil that keeps inticing me to sin... and in many cases has succeeded, and the dream was a representaion of how everyone can be caught by him and how hard it is to get away. I dunno thats what I was thinking.
thats enough talking for now.