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[ballet_romance]

someone give me a gun so i can just shoot myself right now. i dont want to talk about it. nothing is going to make me feel better. theres this emptiness and hurt left inside of me. nothing is alright. everything happens for a reason..so what was the reason? i feel like my heart is lost, and i cant find it. its times like these where i wish i was

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[__reborn]

shannon, i dont know what to say. but that day during lunch when i was crying, and you were sitting right by me made me really realize that you are one of the best people on this earth.

you're beautiful, on the inside and out. you're deep and you have the ability to make anyone feel good about themselves.

so what was the reason? i feel like my heart is lost, and i cant find it. its times like these where i wish i was still six years old and playing with barbies.

do you know how many times i've thought that this past year?
i was thinking the same thing yesterday and this morning. it will get better, i know it will. just look at an older friend, an older cousin. they go through hardships, but the make it, with pain. no pain, no gain. whatever happened, im positive you'll overcome it and you'll be shining once more.

you can never be prepared for how its gonna feel, no matter how much you try and shield yourself from it.

if you ever wanna talk, talk to me dear. i wanna be there for you like you're there for me.
i hope you feel better, cuz you deserve to<33333

[ballet_romance]

wow. that was really nice. that was just about the only thing that made me smile all day. its not something that will get better thought..its one of those things where you wish it never happened..and i wasnt the one who did it. i think having this livejournal has made me more deep and mature for some reason. if i ever need to talk to someone..your name will pop up in my mind. thank you soo much jaahnvi <333333333

[__reborn]

its one of those things where you wish it never happened

..yea, i've felt that too. its kinda like something that comes along with losses of people. that kinda stuff will never heal, it will always be a little empty spot in your heart, but things in general will get better. of course the event that happened will never get better, as it has already happened, but life in general may heal a part of what has happened, and for a few moments, you forget about it. it'll always come back because its rooted in your memory, but at least it wont hurt quite as much.

yeah, livejournal must have that kind of impact on people cuz i feel the same haha.
i will always be here for you, and i'll always be glad to talk to you. xoxox<333

[ballet_romance]

thanks jaahnvi..you always make me feel better <33333