Dec 26, 2004 21:31
+ i'm tired of never feeling good enough
+ im tired of never feeling wanted by some people
+i'm tired of not really having anyone to talk to
+ i'm tired of pushing people away when i need them most
+ i'm tired of always comparing myself to others
+ i'm tired of ALWAYS being jelous
+ i'm tired of thinking too much
+ i'm tired of over analyzing things
+ i'm tired of always being afraid of getting hurt
+ i'm tired of a certain something bothering me, but never saying anything because of a fear of getting hurt
+ i'm tired of never having any phone calls by SOME people
+ i'm tired of always having a bad gut feeling, but being convinced im wrong
+ i'm tired of over reacting
+ i'm tired of people only pretending to care and only talk to me when somethings wrong
i just want what all the other kids have. sometimes i just want to run away, move to a different
country,change my name, and just START OVER. have a fresh start, another chance possibly?