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[ballet_romance]

i couldnt hold it in anymore. i completely broke down in 5th and 6th period. i dont know whats wrong with me. alot of people think they know..but they have no idea. i've never done this before..i guess i just couldnt hold it in any longer..

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[kissmextonight]

aw shannon. feel better. just know we all love you. you know you can always cal me or talk to me whenever.<3

[ballet_romance]

i love you times 358743587436547438578932740247234743565467567689437584365437685468754689754875468895468967968789 vivian!

[kissmextonight]

<3

[urplayboybunny]

me neither i cant hold my pain in anylonger...this is actually the first time it has actually affected me like alot... usually it only take her one night and then everything is back to normal..but it isnt only 1 day i know it isnt gonna be a while until things get to be better..i hope this helps but ur not alone ...i know what its starting to feel like but im not in ur shoes so i dont know exactly but i just hope someone or something is gonna help us both with everything..im here for you<33
xoxoxx

[ballet_romance]

i love you lisa pizza<33333 i know, and it doesnt help when people are like one day it'll all be okay..but its like uhm i dont care...this is NOW and this is how im feeling NOW and i dont want to wait..same here...call me whenever you want and when times get hard...come to shannons! <33

[anonymous]

sry shannon...i love you and i am here for you all that time...

[ballet_romance]

i love you too mitch, yeah i was sort of wishing i was at home talking to you because you always make things better..or at least try..even though i have been pushing you away and sort of shutting you out..♥

[anonymous]

no i understand...its ok...im hard to get along with sometimes...

[ballet_romance]

.....yeah especially when you MAKE FUN OF ME AND CALL ME A MIDGET!:(

[before__vegas]

grrr that happened to me last year and i was just like wtfff this is wierd.

[xxxxpandamonium]

it is wierd. like sometimes you keep it all bottled up. i still do it, too, even though i know i should tell someone. but everyone seems so happy at school, and i dont wanna ruin the mood. and i usually only get, "stop cribbing you arent depressed, blah blah blah"
and i cant tell my parents. so i come and blab it out on livejournal. only then people leave comments saying that stuff too.

im sorry. i have no idea, but i am sorry. and i hope it gets better soon.
i love you and you can always call me 907 0826<333

[ballet_romance]

yeah its like you dont want people to feel sorry for you.you know?

[xxxxpandamonium]

exactly..like i hate people being like "oh my godddd are you okay???"

im like yeah im freaking fine even though tears are running down my face. like that day when i was crying, and you and diana and pooja and stuff were just sitting there with me. i think it makes me feel better that way. like you guys knew not to say anything
are you going to vivs? <3

[ballet_romance]

yeah it's like no i dont want to talk about it...and stuff and then you like get embarrassed..dude my dad wouldnt let me!!!!:-(