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i think i have too big of a heart. i dont really expect to get hurt. i'm too nice to people sometimes and sometimes i think i forget people aren't always as nice as you'd like. when i get hurt..it hurts twice as bad because i dont see it coming. thats what happened with him. i couldn't have seen it coming even if it was right in front of me. someone once said to me,"shannon, what is the point in going out with someone when you know its going to end and someone's going to get hurt?" im not sure i can really answer that. i think that person was right though..what was the point in going out with him when i was just going to get hurt?
i'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets, i'm all alone."