May 14, 2005 22:13
We were as one, babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly
'Cause I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end
i hope someone realizes soon how much he is hurting me and make things better..what do u do when the person you love and always want to run to is the one who is causing all the pain..i know you can look past everything, i know it. i know deep down you remember the way things were--perfect. i know it can be that way again but it takes effort that youre not willing to give. i dont believe this is it, i just don't. something in me tells me i could easily walk away now, be upset for a little bit and move on but im not supposed to, not yet. you scare me. i try so hard to hate you for everything im goin through, but i honestly can't. i wish you didnt have the affect that you do.i wish you were here. i wish you would feel for me the way i feel for you. i wish that right now, when i feel like im losing you for good, every single minute i ever spent with you wasnt going through my head. all the nights just watching movies after arguing about who picks it out. i never cared, as long as i was with you. going on our trip especially. that person that thought of me, brought me there to experience something i never have and it happened to turn out to be the best thing ever created ha. now that i think about that it could have more than one meaning also. that night when you told me how much you loved me. which reminds me of the first time you ever told me. i told you something ive told few people. thats the night i knew. this wasnt some stupid 2 month thing that would be over soon. we could spend 24-7 with each other and every minute was fun. you made me feel like i was the only thing that mattered and i loved it. you made up for all the bad times we had before we got together for round 2. i miss the happy times. when we would just fight and id tell you id beat you up and we'd slap and punch and bite and pinch but it was all in fun. when youd tickle me and i thought i was going to die it tickled so bad. whenever i was upset or mad youd help me and id be okay. we were there for each other. i wish i could be there for you now, but you dont want me to be..and as bad as i feel like im being treated, im still here. i won't let you go until you tell me its really over. it's not over til it's over. you most likly wont even read this. if you do it will prob make you mad that im putting this 'drama' out but i needed something to let it all out because right now i don't have the person i normally would to. you dont want to hear any of it at the moment because you dont care, but i do. so much. just try, for me.
whoooa once you start you can't stop. idk who's gona bother but this is my way of feeling better so get over it :)
♥ ♥