ugh

[ballet_princess]

well let me tell you everything right now just absolutly sucks. you do one thing wrong, and your life is over. it's really depressing. you don't realize how much you love your freedom until it's gone. and then you have to sit at home, just thinking about how much fun everyone out there is having on their 4 day weekend while you're at home- bored

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[aharidiculous]

Brooke im sure you have already enough to deal with and i was supposed to come over and its kinda 7 now so im guess im not doing that cuz my mom has to go to some dinner thing at 8 with dave of course blowing me off agian for that erogant bastard..I wanted u to be one of the people that i told this first too..Im pratically balling my eyes out (that expression should change) but i havnt said ne thing bcuz i dident want to hurt u and thats the last thing i would eveeer do. But on Dec 17th..Im moving and not too titusville or port st john or palm bay, Try new york.I told my mom to choose between dave or me, and his odds favor. I told her shes loosing one of us and shes like i dont want to loose ethier one of u and i said make the dicision and she never answeard A REAL FUCKING MOM WOULD HAVE CHOOSEN HER DAUGHTER!! OR NOT EVEN HAD TO THINK ABOUT IT. SHES KNOWN HIM FOR 3 YRS IVE KNOWN HER FOR 14. And shes managed to loose every friend shes ever had over dave. and when i finally couldent take the way he talked to her i stood up for her FINALLY and of course i got in trouble and he came out looking like a king Last night when the screaming match starded i said well dave do u want me to fucking role out the red carpet and spread some rose pettels for ya bcuz ne thing u think u deserve u dont. and that set my mom off. And to frost the cake with a fanatastic weekend she comes out and sais there getting married how trajic is that. and ive had enough so im leaving. Im so sorry brooke. I wish things could be different i do, but they just..arent.Your the one person i could come too with ne thing and im guna miss that so much..Your one of the friends who have made me stay more yrs than i shouldent have. Im gratefull for having u as my best friend brooke..Im sorry.

[ballet_princess]

OLIVIA YOU CAN'T LEAVE!!
i will not allow it and that's final.
youll get through all this i promise babe.
give me a call anytime
i <3 you!!