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Father please forgive me for I can not compose
The fear that lives within me
Or the rate at which it grows
If struggle has a purpose
On the narrow road you’ve carved
Why do I dread my trespasses will leave a deadly scar
Do they see the fear in my eyes?
Are they so revealing?
This time I cannot disguise
All the doubt I’m feeling
Sometimes I dont understand this world. I dont understand why good things happen to some people, and to others it seems like theirs always something bad happening in their life. I know everything you go through in life makes you stronger, but in some cases it can deffinitly make you weaker. It's so weird how much people change through out life. I mean, i've changed so much. It seems like I'm a completely different person right now then I was a year ago. It's funny how one little desision you make could change the rest of your life, and the guilt will stay with you forever, and you'll just keep beating yourself up for it over and over again, until you realize that doing that isn't going to change a thing, it happend, and there's nothing you can do about it now.
I'm through with caring about what people think. Why live your whole life trying to please other people. The only person I should be pleasing is God, and I hope God is pleased. Noone's perfect, I know i'm not even close to it. But I do know that everything happends for a reason, and that's what i'll stick to until to day I die. I'm not going to worry about the future, and i'm not going to try to figure things out when i know that God has everything under control.......But I still feel like I'm aching inside. I know everyone will stumble and go through hard times, we just have 2 be happy with who we are, and know that everythings going to be okay.
the greatest single cause of atheism in the world today
Is christians who acknowledge jesus with their lips
Then walk out the door and deny him by their lifestyle.
That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable.............
The fear that lives within me
Or the rate at which it grows
If struggle has a purpose
On the narrow road you’ve carved
Why do I dread my trespasses will leave a deadly scar
Do they see the fear in my eyes?
Are they so revealing?
This time I cannot disguise
All the doubt I’m feeling
Sometimes I dont understand this world. I dont understand why good things happen to some people, and to others it seems like theirs always something bad happening in their life. I know everything you go through in life makes you stronger, but in some cases it can deffinitly make you weaker. It's so weird how much people change through out life. I mean, i've changed so much. It seems like I'm a completely different person right now then I was a year ago. It's funny how one little desision you make could change the rest of your life, and the guilt will stay with you forever, and you'll just keep beating yourself up for it over and over again, until you realize that doing that isn't going to change a thing, it happend, and there's nothing you can do about it now.
I'm through with caring about what people think. Why live your whole life trying to please other people. The only person I should be pleasing is God, and I hope God is pleased. Noone's perfect, I know i'm not even close to it. But I do know that everything happends for a reason, and that's what i'll stick to until to day I die. I'm not going to worry about the future, and i'm not going to try to figure things out when i know that God has everything under control.......But I still feel like I'm aching inside. I know everyone will stumble and go through hard times, we just have 2 be happy with who we are, and know that everythings going to be okay.
the greatest single cause of atheism in the world today
Is christians who acknowledge jesus with their lips
Then walk out the door and deny him by their lifestyle.
That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable.............