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Weird weird day. A few combined factors put me in one of those moods where nothing can go right, you question where you are in life and why you're there, you're easily annoyed, and you take it out on the people that you least want to.
I wish with all of my heart that I could honestly say that I'm completely satisfied with where I am right now. I have wonderful people in my life, a beyond amazing family, and special gifts and talents that God has given me to share. Well right now I don't quite feel like I'm sharing them. At all. He keeps throwing opportunities my way, especially recently, and I don't know where to go. What do you want with me Lord? Seriously, if you all pray, I am begging for a little mention in there somewhere. Just a simple, "Please help Tricia stop being a waste of air and actually do something with her life, or do something for someone." That's all I ask :)
Wes and I started a Bible study yesterday and it was one of the sweetest moments we've shared yet.
I think I just have too much time on my hands right now, and it is DRIVING ME CRAZY. I need a show, or something, soon because I will seriously do something crazy like take a jog to Argentina to visit my brother. God I miss him.
Why am I so unsatisfied?
I wish with all of my heart that I could honestly say that I'm completely satisfied with where I am right now. I have wonderful people in my life, a beyond amazing family, and special gifts and talents that God has given me to share. Well right now I don't quite feel like I'm sharing them. At all. He keeps throwing opportunities my way, especially recently, and I don't know where to go. What do you want with me Lord? Seriously, if you all pray, I am begging for a little mention in there somewhere. Just a simple, "Please help Tricia stop being a waste of air and actually do something with her life, or do something for someone." That's all I ask :)
Wes and I started a Bible study yesterday and it was one of the sweetest moments we've shared yet.
I think I just have too much time on my hands right now, and it is DRIVING ME CRAZY. I need a show, or something, soon because I will seriously do something crazy like take a jog to Argentina to visit my brother. God I miss him.
Why am I so unsatisfied?