Back from an interesting weekend.
I don't know why he is so moody. I don't need to be entertained all the time -- just being around him is good. I don't know what he wants from a relationship with me. I hope he knows. If he doesn't, he needs to figure it out soon and tell me. If he doesn't, he will for sure lose me this time.
Migrained on Sunday. Not good. But last night Day 1 arrived, so there's the reason. I tried Aleve, then CO2, but had to bring out the Zomig. Of course, that knocked it.
I am in a clinical trial with Dr Goldstein at the SF Headache Clinic.
http://www.sfcrc.com/html/headache.htm I love Dr G, but, wow, is he a weirdo. He's like this old Jewish neurologist with gel-spiked hair and a weird body and he uses modern testing methods: For knee and ankle reflexes, he used the mallet -- BUT to check the reflexes in my feet, he pulled out his keys from his pocket and scraped my soles. This trial is for the TX of Maxalt on a single migraine when caught at the first sign of pain. Of course, Maxalt is already approved -- Sara and Kym take it -- and this trial is testing efficacy and response when treated before any time has passed to see if it'll go away on its own and without trying any other med first or concurrently (like Advil Migraine or tea or whatever).
Too bad I didn't go the the clinic earlier. I could have used the med on Sunday -- after I have another migraine, I have to go back to the clinic to close out my portion of it.... then Dr G wants to put me in another study. Man, free migraine drugs: Sign me up -- that's what I say.
J is in Pittsburgh this week. He wasn't looking forward to it, but I think he'll find interesting, cool things to do. He usually does.
Mom called today -- wants me to go out with her. But I don't feel like it. I told her so. She's disappointed, but I just don't feel like trudging out today. Sara's supposed to come over tonight for a Spa Night thing, but I don't know how I feel about that, either, what with it being full Day 1 and all.