Dec 24, 2007 22:37
it's freaking boring!!!! i love Christmas, i adore it...when i'm in my country, a pitty that's not the case.
i'm here in a house full of strangers n my mom just came in to talk to m cause...idk, i'm like the loner now cause i want to, i really don't feel like socializing with ppl i have no sanguine relationship with *sighs* and when they talk...i mean, ok, we can b talking and laughing, but at the end it's just an empty conversation, saying a lot n not saying anything at all.
I went for a walk, n i literally FROZE! don't go walking in the middle of the night in the wrong hemisphere, srsly. i usually went walking with my dad when i was in SA in christmas, but it was summer down there these days. so anyway, and when i told my mom i wanted to go for a walk ALONE one of her friends started saying 'that may b dangerous sweetie' n i was like...i'm not gonna say anything, so i didn't, cause i didn't want to b rude or anything, god, n i wonder what Gre'd have said, hey biatch, if u're reading this please tell m if i'm mistaken, cause i think u'd have said something like...'i mean...who asked u? i'm not even relatives with u! don't bother me anymore.', yup, that's my friend Landers, audrey_mak for lj ;) love u girl.
anyway, so after i went walking i asked for the computer, n here i am, n u know, i really feel more confortable being here browsing my BFF pg than being down there doin what they call 'socialize', asi se las pongo, so u can have an idea of how un-christmas this is for me.
i love u all guys, so go have what i didn't, have fun! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
have huggies *huggies*
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