Sep 19, 2004 17:21
yesterday I got my hands on 4 of the 11 tracks we've recorded and can't help but be disappointed... aside from rhett having to re-record all of his tracks, I thought it was going well.. the only thing that really shines are matt's vocals.. the way my guitar was recorded sounds like fuzzy ass.. dickface ran a line out of my amp and miked the speaker cab, fusing the two lines into one track.. the only problem is that the line out over powers the miked portion and sounds very fuzzy.. pisses me off.. we're scrapping everything we've done thus far and starting fresh.. we're going to be taking the rest of the semester to record so there are no time pressures put on our personal performances.. although the tracks I heard are terrible, they have thier moments that supply me with sight of how truly awesome the final product is going to be..
last night was a good night, for me anyway.. china king, killian's, new and old friends.. it felt strange to drive through the streets of toula and hammond.. it felt like I had just come home from a long vacation.. the only thing I really miss about that place are the people I've come to know and the fun we used to have.. I wish alyse could have been there, I wanted everyone to meet her.. I wish it would have been her that had introduced me to everyone, that they were her friends I had met two years ago..
my away message says "studyin..." ha... I've never been this lazy and unmotivated about school ever... I should be on my way to med school like I had planned to do a few years ago.. business is ok, but I have little interest in anything that's being taught and can't stand that I'm paying all this money just for someone to tell me to read an overpriced textbook.. it's not too late to think about going back and starting over, just that I've fallen behind so much it would be incredibly hard for me, not just financially, to play catch up.. I'm ready to start my life away from home.. there's so much I'd rather be doing than what I feel is wasting my time in something I find mind-numbing.. I'm just so close to graduating I'm going to stick it out, it'll pay off...