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All the men who read this are going to have to excuse me, but I have to have a girl power moment. Actually... don´t fucking excuse me.
I have chosen a new regimen/motto/outlook for myself, which I have decided to call:
GORGEOUS & UNSTOPPABLE: aka Do Whatever the Fuck I Want
I´ve decided to take care of myself and enjoy my freedom. Those are my two objectives here. Cause you know what? Fuck Andrew. What do I need with a man who can´t get his priorities straight OR realize what´s smacking him in his face? And I don´t have to live with any regret or guilt from this situation, and I don´t plan on it because HE broke up with ME. "We broke up" is too nice. He dumped me, but guess what? I´m the one who´s far better off for this situation.
My Tia Maribel told me the day he broke up with me that she knew there couldn´t be a third person because I´ve been living like a nun. And she´s right! I´ve been living like a nun for 2.5 years and you know what? I don´t have to anymore. I don´t have anyone to answer to and I am going to live freely and to the fullest.
I mean -- I´m in fucking SPAIN for godssakes! And I´m going to enjoy every moment for what it´s worth.
Today I was in the shower, I looked at my unshaven legs (who have I had to shave for afterall?) and said - fuck this shit. I am hot and I am going to feel hot. I shaved, did my hair, put some cute clothes on and went shopping. I bought cute gym shoes and a cute swim suit cause I´ve decided I´m going to work out everyday and feel fantastic about myself. And if all of the guys in the work out room stare at me as I work out -- all the fucking better! I don´t have to feel guilty for being attractive, I can just enjoy it.
For all of how giving and sacrificial I have been, I´m going to be selfish. I refuse to let his idiotic decision make me miserable when I am in fucking Europe and should be having the time of my life.
I am going to go out, work out, stay in, sleep in -- do whatever the fuck I want and no one can stop me. Because, let´s face it, I´m not a nun. It´s time I stop acting like it.
It´s ridiculous all I did for him. It´s ridiculous that I should now be sitting in Spain worrying about him and how he´s feeling when HE HAS done this. He didn´t deserve me, he doesn´t deserve me -- and I am going to enjoy my freedom for all it´s worth.
All I have to say is--
NEXT PLEASE!
I have chosen a new regimen/motto/outlook for myself, which I have decided to call:
GORGEOUS & UNSTOPPABLE: aka Do Whatever the Fuck I Want
I´ve decided to take care of myself and enjoy my freedom. Those are my two objectives here. Cause you know what? Fuck Andrew. What do I need with a man who can´t get his priorities straight OR realize what´s smacking him in his face? And I don´t have to live with any regret or guilt from this situation, and I don´t plan on it because HE broke up with ME. "We broke up" is too nice. He dumped me, but guess what? I´m the one who´s far better off for this situation.
My Tia Maribel told me the day he broke up with me that she knew there couldn´t be a third person because I´ve been living like a nun. And she´s right! I´ve been living like a nun for 2.5 years and you know what? I don´t have to anymore. I don´t have anyone to answer to and I am going to live freely and to the fullest.
I mean -- I´m in fucking SPAIN for godssakes! And I´m going to enjoy every moment for what it´s worth.
Today I was in the shower, I looked at my unshaven legs (who have I had to shave for afterall?) and said - fuck this shit. I am hot and I am going to feel hot. I shaved, did my hair, put some cute clothes on and went shopping. I bought cute gym shoes and a cute swim suit cause I´ve decided I´m going to work out everyday and feel fantastic about myself. And if all of the guys in the work out room stare at me as I work out -- all the fucking better! I don´t have to feel guilty for being attractive, I can just enjoy it.
For all of how giving and sacrificial I have been, I´m going to be selfish. I refuse to let his idiotic decision make me miserable when I am in fucking Europe and should be having the time of my life.
I am going to go out, work out, stay in, sleep in -- do whatever the fuck I want and no one can stop me. Because, let´s face it, I´m not a nun. It´s time I stop acting like it.
It´s ridiculous all I did for him. It´s ridiculous that I should now be sitting in Spain worrying about him and how he´s feeling when HE HAS done this. He didn´t deserve me, he doesn´t deserve me -- and I am going to enjoy my freedom for all it´s worth.
All I have to say is--
NEXT PLEASE!