Feb 25, 2004 15:28
Extrememly stressed out right now...and my parents arent helping...or at least my mom isnt. Ok how many moms flip out on you if you eat a grilled cheese sandwich...one not four...one...and you wonder why i have such bad eating habits...i get yelled at for eatin a sandwich!! I mean yes im supposed to be a certain weight for the airforce...but still you dont have to flip out on me everytime i eat! Its driving me nuts!! Now everytime i eat i feel bad or i feel like im not supposed to be doin that, and i could just be eatin an ice cube....this really sucks! no parents suck! grrrr! so i decided for lent that i was goin to give up swearing...but that didnt work and i felt bad cuz i already did today like 6 times and one of them was in front of my dad...oops! So i decided that i was going to not deal with relationships lol if you can do that but im gonna try! And maybe this will help me get over robbie which he seems to be helpin me really well cuz hes bein...well how do you say...an ass! nah...im just not gonna deal with them! yay! Ok well im gonna go now i have to start gettin ready to go so i will see you all lata!
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