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ok....it has been like 2 months since i didnt drink at all...i just didnt miss it..
now that i am back in baton rouge, i kindof started craqving for it...
i have been on a diet since the school got started and kindof managed to lose a couple of pounds...but i am still fat...
i am sorry for this stupid entry ...but the alcohol started hitting me once again..
i really liked tonight just because i came to realize that i dont fucking care whose around me any more...i just try to have fun with my friends paying no attention to stupid people around.
i am about to pass out and actually pretty drunk, but i can still type perfectly and can talk and pretend like everything is ok...
my fucking probloem wasnt about pablo, hasan, cetin, mehmet, umur or whpever had the chance to enter my life...
my fuckign problem was with me..
i am tired of isolating myself..
i am tired of not saying what i actually think
i am tired of not being able to take risks
fuck everything
i am not afraid of anything.
plus, i really wanna fuck you..
i dont wanna be virgin any more
now that i am back in baton rouge, i kindof started craqving for it...
i have been on a diet since the school got started and kindof managed to lose a couple of pounds...but i am still fat...
i am sorry for this stupid entry ...but the alcohol started hitting me once again..
i really liked tonight just because i came to realize that i dont fucking care whose around me any more...i just try to have fun with my friends paying no attention to stupid people around.
i am about to pass out and actually pretty drunk, but i can still type perfectly and can talk and pretend like everything is ok...
my fucking probloem wasnt about pablo, hasan, cetin, mehmet, umur or whpever had the chance to enter my life...
my fuckign problem was with me..
i am tired of isolating myself..
i am tired of not saying what i actually think
i am tired of not being able to take risks
fuck everything
i am not afraid of anything.
plus, i really wanna fuck you..
i dont wanna be virgin any more