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Once again i was about to die just because i fuckin poisoned myself with alcohol...
If i were someone who could easily take alcohol out of her body (hmm...throwing up?), this wouldnt be a pain in the ass...but i just cant fuckin throw up...
Whatever, the point is that i had fun at the beginning which was like 30 minutes and then fuckin got wasted for the rest of the night on friday..
i dont think it was a good idea to stuff myself with so many shots and beer in fuckin one hour...
If my roommates didnt get me out of the bar, it would definitely be a disaster....
i dont even remember that i threw up in wendy`s car....
i just remember that they put me in the shower...
i am sure they freaked out once they realized that i was seriously fucked up..
yeah i put myself in a fire, and then expect not to get hurt...
if i werent drunk, it could have been even worse though....
Yesterday was deger`s b-day...and i think we had fun...
we promised each other that we werent gonna let anything, anyone to ruin her b-day...and i think we did a good job...at least we tried to...
i just wish that i could drink with her on her b-day...but after what happened on friday, i think i am not gonna be able to taste alcohol for a little while..
we will see...
But i am not gonna poison myself for sure...
Right now, i am at school, and falling asleep..
I just wanna go back to my apartment and sleep forever..
If i were someone who could easily take alcohol out of her body (hmm...throwing up?), this wouldnt be a pain in the ass...but i just cant fuckin throw up...
Whatever, the point is that i had fun at the beginning which was like 30 minutes and then fuckin got wasted for the rest of the night on friday..
i dont think it was a good idea to stuff myself with so many shots and beer in fuckin one hour...
If my roommates didnt get me out of the bar, it would definitely be a disaster....
i dont even remember that i threw up in wendy`s car....
i just remember that they put me in the shower...
i am sure they freaked out once they realized that i was seriously fucked up..
yeah i put myself in a fire, and then expect not to get hurt...
if i werent drunk, it could have been even worse though....
Yesterday was deger`s b-day...and i think we had fun...
we promised each other that we werent gonna let anything, anyone to ruin her b-day...and i think we did a good job...at least we tried to...
i just wish that i could drink with her on her b-day...but after what happened on friday, i think i am not gonna be able to taste alcohol for a little while..
we will see...
But i am not gonna poison myself for sure...
Right now, i am at school, and falling asleep..
I just wanna go back to my apartment and sleep forever..