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Today is valentine`s day....i seriously find it too lame when girls cry their ass off just because they are single...and i also find it too lame when couples get presents for each other on valentine`s day, well it is something that i have never experienced before, so i better shut up....i just know that i hate special days including my b-day just like my dad....i dont fuckin care, alright...i dont care! i dont care! i dont care!
i am in a "leave me" alone mode which i hate to be in..it makes me isolate myself, and not wanna see anyone and just drink by myself....but i am gonna try to make myself socialize and go out...lets just get spiky!...wooohaooo! everything is alright, lets get drunk! everything is fine, we are such adorable people! and i like the way how we embrace ourselves once we get drunk!
i am trying to close my eyes to everything lately....i try to ignore, try to not care....i am coming to see that this is so much easier than to care....i have everything in my subconcious, ready to come out any time.....stay where you are you fuckin idiots!..i dont wanna see any of you! you destroy my life.! i wanna be stupid, and stop thinking about shit!...life is good the way it is...
i am alright..
i am happy....
everything is cool...
i am cool..
you are cool...
lets go get drunk!
i am in a "leave me" alone mode which i hate to be in..it makes me isolate myself, and not wanna see anyone and just drink by myself....but i am gonna try to make myself socialize and go out...lets just get spiky!...wooohaooo! everything is alright, lets get drunk! everything is fine, we are such adorable people! and i like the way how we embrace ourselves once we get drunk!
i am trying to close my eyes to everything lately....i try to ignore, try to not care....i am coming to see that this is so much easier than to care....i have everything in my subconcious, ready to come out any time.....stay where you are you fuckin idiots!..i dont wanna see any of you! you destroy my life.! i wanna be stupid, and stop thinking about shit!...life is good the way it is...
i am alright..
i am happy....
everything is cool...
i am cool..
you are cool...
lets go get drunk!