I am alone
I can't believe how quiet is is in my apt. I am all alone for the first time since Oct 29 2005. I am going crazy missing everyone. My how slow time goes when you are by yourself wanting to be around those you love and care about but can't because you made a decision that now controls your life. Stacey I miss you most of all. I hope you have fun in MI. and have extra fun for me "K". I want to drink soooo much to help me forget how I feel right now, even if is just for a little while. I want to leave this place and go somewhere new but I have to wait for them to say I can. I am getting a promotion in January and I should be exited but I am not. those people close to me I want to share it with can't be here with me. I hate this feeling but to have the good ones you have to have the bad. well everyone I miss you and am sayin happy holidays!!!
Bryan
Bryan