Drew for him,
I totally do not like judgement on other people, people that live life judging people look like such annoying losers. I would never judge a person, think of doing it or want to.
These past three day all I saw was JUDGE JUDGE JUDGE, it was sad for the poeple being judged, but the person judging that person looks soooo brainless, they don't know that person, they have nothing else to do while driving or walking around, and hearing a person say something, it's always soooo stupid and makes em look so THUMBS DOWN.
I have lived with parents that judge my whole life, it's discusting and sad on their part, and constent judging through my days from people all around have been so damn annoying and got me soo sick of people, WHO CARESSS what someone does, what someone is wearing, how that person looks, if that person smoke, drinks, does hard drugs, they are called p e o p l e, are people all the same? NO, they are all different and supposed to be different. Either a little different, or a bigg different, GROW UP, have manners, be respectful and go through days enjoying everything, everyone.
It just pisses me off, I hatejudgemental people, si NOT cute.
And me, to be honest, yeah I talk shit, but to either people I know that doesn't deserve respect, people who think they are such royalty so they have the right to look at everyone like shit,and to let out anger on people that you actually see them looking at you as if you were a monster, HELL YEAH say somethin bout them, cause i'm/you're not a monster.
I love how I see people judging me, my friends as well, and then thinking they were so slick that we don't know they are lookin at us up and down saying SOMETHING that is not a compliment, cause we're "scence" "bro" "EMO" "hardcore" "gothh" and we aren't dressed how they are or just not good/cute enough so they gottuh bring up negitivaty/DRAMA, either of them... and they think it wasn't hurd, but really, it was and I laugh cause they are so pathetic judging.
NUFFF BOUT THAT, people have just been realllllly angering me with their rudness and sooo not commen sence and manners, it's just so not hot.
I went to the hospital, well i have been having these pains around my blatter area for like 4 months, and today I just couldn't take the worsened pain much longer, so my daddy[shit talking winer the whoooole time, ANNOYING]took me, I was seriously FREAKING OUT while hypervenalating and crying of coursee.
When I say I am deathly afraid of hospitals and needles/shots, oh I mean it.
Stephanie came or else I wasn't gunna go, cause I couldn't go with out a friend to calm you down and be there, she ended up getting drake to be there, cause he was the answer to end the fear for me, kinda... but it helped A LOT[thankss!]. Around came the shot that went in my ass cheek and getting my blood drawn, oh only if you knew...I was crying as if my arm was going to get chopped of, holding steph and drakes hand as tight as my hands can squeeze while skeaming and trying to pull away, some nurse told me I was 18and to stop acting like a 4 year old, but when I said I was seriouslyy DEATHLY AFRAID OF NEEDLES GOING IN ME, I ment it. I was sooooo scared.... :[
Well my fulopien-tubes were getting blocked, so if I waited long enough, I wouldn't have been able to have kids later in life :[
And I had other personal problems that I found out I had, which can go away, but it's weird to think I have a "____________", sounds like i'm gunna die or something.
back to bed, NIGHT.
ps. LAME DAY!!!!!!!!!11 it was so nice seeing drake though, CUTIEEE. :]]]]