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20. things.
1. You came at probably the best time in my life. i was going through a lot and you really backed me up and helped me the ways i needed. youre so much like me and that was really refreshing and new it was grand. weve had marvelous times and many more to come 2. youve been around for a while, and no matter what i cant let go. i dont think this will ever go away but its something thats best as friends. you understand me more than anyone else in the whole world and i can talk to you about anything. i have an obsession with talking to you, being critisized by you. you make me feel so bad with the blunt truth and when i realise how true it is i feel better than anyone else could make me. 3. i dont know how things happened so fast. one minute things were perfect the next.. well i kinda saw it coming. i hate these words. i told ya so. but honestly? i saw the signs, i made my plea and i got critisized for it. i dont care though, no grudges held. i take 50% of the responsibility and im glad we can co~exist. 4. you make me angry as hell. there is no dropping things with you, you are so persistant you make me feel the worset ive ever felt. you ruin my day when we get in fights and i cant handle this. im forced to simply agree, be silent and nodd my head. well at least you like that. 5. i just met you, youre really neat. never really feel that.. ya know? well if youre not interested in me its certainly clear. i hope you can tell the feeling is mutual! youre really awesome to hang out with and i hope we get to more often 6.youre wonderful, i couldnt imagine a greater person. youre always there for me and im so happy to have you to room with at kairos and stuff (dead give away). well i certainly couldnt pick a better role model. 7. ive known you my whole life, weve only had about one rocky year and the rest weve always kept in touch. we have a similar taste in passtimes (our hours spent discussing making out after confirmation) well i wouldnt trade our chats for the world 8. i met you at probably the best places to meet a person. to sum my feelings for you up, if someone were to come up and ask me "have you ever met someone you could spend the rest of your life with" it would be you. no matter what goes on i feel this real feeling we have, i dont care if you blow me off or forget about me because i know you really fell hard for me and i did the same 9. you were my best friend, and you did things too awful to mention. i thought i could help you? or maybe the reason we were friends was because you were fun. well being fun isnt everything. you stopping talking to me was probably one of the best things that happened to me and you. i hear you have really found yourself and im really glad 10. well i knew you extremely well for a couple years. we had extremely fun times and i felt like i was twins with you sometimes. we came up with creative things and im sure that happens with most or your friends. well to that i think that you are probably one of the greatest people i know. whenever someone asks me who i think is the most beautiful girl in our grade you come immediatly to mind. if i were ever to brag about a friend you would certainly be her. i even remember writing in my journal one time the way you were funny, creative, and too much fun to handle. not being friends with you would be missing out on the world. (i certainly hope you dont find this lesbian haha)
well ill continue this later. dang i have a lot to say :)
jeez i have put up three lj entrys today
1. You came at probably the best time in my life. i was going through a lot and you really backed me up and helped me the ways i needed. youre so much like me and that was really refreshing and new it was grand. weve had marvelous times and many more to come 2. youve been around for a while, and no matter what i cant let go. i dont think this will ever go away but its something thats best as friends. you understand me more than anyone else in the whole world and i can talk to you about anything. i have an obsession with talking to you, being critisized by you. you make me feel so bad with the blunt truth and when i realise how true it is i feel better than anyone else could make me. 3. i dont know how things happened so fast. one minute things were perfect the next.. well i kinda saw it coming. i hate these words. i told ya so. but honestly? i saw the signs, i made my plea and i got critisized for it. i dont care though, no grudges held. i take 50% of the responsibility and im glad we can co~exist. 4. you make me angry as hell. there is no dropping things with you, you are so persistant you make me feel the worset ive ever felt. you ruin my day when we get in fights and i cant handle this. im forced to simply agree, be silent and nodd my head. well at least you like that. 5. i just met you, youre really neat. never really feel that.. ya know? well if youre not interested in me its certainly clear. i hope you can tell the feeling is mutual! youre really awesome to hang out with and i hope we get to more often 6.youre wonderful, i couldnt imagine a greater person. youre always there for me and im so happy to have you to room with at kairos and stuff (dead give away). well i certainly couldnt pick a better role model. 7. ive known you my whole life, weve only had about one rocky year and the rest weve always kept in touch. we have a similar taste in passtimes (our hours spent discussing making out after confirmation) well i wouldnt trade our chats for the world 8. i met you at probably the best places to meet a person. to sum my feelings for you up, if someone were to come up and ask me "have you ever met someone you could spend the rest of your life with" it would be you. no matter what goes on i feel this real feeling we have, i dont care if you blow me off or forget about me because i know you really fell hard for me and i did the same 9. you were my best friend, and you did things too awful to mention. i thought i could help you? or maybe the reason we were friends was because you were fun. well being fun isnt everything. you stopping talking to me was probably one of the best things that happened to me and you. i hear you have really found yourself and im really glad 10. well i knew you extremely well for a couple years. we had extremely fun times and i felt like i was twins with you sometimes. we came up with creative things and im sure that happens with most or your friends. well to that i think that you are probably one of the greatest people i know. whenever someone asks me who i think is the most beautiful girl in our grade you come immediatly to mind. if i were ever to brag about a friend you would certainly be her. i even remember writing in my journal one time the way you were funny, creative, and too much fun to handle. not being friends with you would be missing out on the world. (i certainly hope you dont find this lesbian haha)
well ill continue this later. dang i have a lot to say :)
jeez i have put up three lj entrys today