Oct 29, 2008 22:45
I passed my first lesson, 1.01. But the excitement and joy has evaporated; making me feel empty and tired inside. My mom found out about me taking bike lessons and she was really angry/upset. She says she will buy me a second hand car if I get my license, I don't know how I feel about that. I've set my heart on getting a bike and now everything's all messed up. I am not sure how serious she is. And a part of me doesn't want to accept her offer cos a second hand car is $20k! Thats like USD$14k. I feel like I'm eating into her retirement fund. And I'm scared I won't pay her back once I start working cos I'll need the money for myself.
Today I paired up with some guy and he dropped the bike and I had to catch it since I was his partner. Now I have a bruise on my knee, boo-hoo.
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